ARGH!!!

I have to

CHANGE MYSELF in SOMETHING be it ENVIRONMENT or VIEWS drastically!!!

...damn.

Just realize that I've become:

1. A dull listener.

2. A bit absent-minded.

3. A forgetful dipshit. (Hari pun leh lupa)

4. Lazysonofabit**.

5. Moody ungrateful bastard.


Faiz says I think to much. My mother says that I "suke merungut mcm pompuan". Eryn says that I bore her to death. Hahahahaha. I didn't yet ask Farah, Farhana, Iera or others yet, wonder what they will answer... hmmm...
(Sorry if I didn't mention every besties that I have here... mampus nk senarai)


How can I make others happy if I'm not happy?
What is it that make me happy:
1. Money?
2. Friends?
3. Outdoor Activity?
4. Partying?
5. ...read a book? (duh... =_=)
6. Dating?
7. Sleeping?
8. Facebook"ing"?
9. Blogging?
10. Gaming?
...
11. Holiday"ing"?
12. (fill in the blank)
.
.
.


(I'm out of ideas here...)

I am a Phlegmatic, a quiz from Facebook says that I'm attracted to Choleric. But I feel like I'm going Melancholic...to overly occupied with the tragedy and cruelty of the world...


5 Temperaments (Please Google it)

Sanguine (top right), Choleric (bottom right), Melancholy (bottom left), and Phlegmatic (centre), with Supine (top left) and Phlegmatic blends in between. 

p/s: Trying to be radical. Wanted to be. But get lost otw.


OsT of the Day: Eisley - Marvelous Things