...yet another SIAO day... (October Tragedy)

...Plez someone, kill Awie for his song has affected me so DAMN DEEP...

...this week SO HECTIC and realize that LAW OF ATTRACTION really so GOD DAMN WORKS...

...did you ever think that our misery and sadness can be contagious?

...OMG...

...I've sound like a heretic who did't yet believe the 6 pillar of faith and the last of it all:

Believe in Divine Decree 

The story goes:

 1. First, getting WEIRD and O_O message from one of my "angels"... but to my amaze not all angels are virgin. Nguaks. (Silap Hantar)

2. Then, one of this cute gals that I've targeted seems to be a lesbo. Single but not available. Siao.

3. My friends clashing and breaking... (ade yg dah reconcile. gud2)

4. My father's Kelisa got hit by an Accord. Go figure.

5. My house-mate's parent got divorced. Then the other seems to be "membawa diri" (down).
6. Classmate got hit by a car... the guilty ran away, but to his luck there's a patrol car nearby and yet he's still alive... (motor hancur tp dia hidup... bad guy pyh mati kan? LoL)

7. Then my "antics" got stolen...

...approximately 1304, pic taken by my housemate because of heavy rainfall...

The Victim. Got stolen at 1400. Urghhh...

The plan is I have a "first" date that night, but can't go because of this predicament.

Then, after all of this happened, I've just got the urge to go to our new center at Puchong and went to the OneTeam center... Sorry for being down for all this time...

T__T

or

LoL?

p/s: Hope that after all this misfortune and sadness, happiness and "kelapangan" comes... Lama xdtg bala2 camnih. Hohoho

(Then many of my friends ask me, why is it you seem happy after my car got stolen? I just said, "Nak down brapa lama? 5min down, pastu bangun la balik. Sulking and whining will not get you anything except saket hati. LoL"

Idiocy has no limit...

Once upon a time there was a fish. And just because it was a fish, it had lived all its life in the water and knew nothing whatever about anything else but water. And one day as it swam about in the lake where all its days had been spent, it happened to meet a turtle of its acquaintance who had just come back from a little excursion on the land.

"Good day, Mr. Turtle!" said the fish. "I have not seen you for a long time. Where have you been?"
"Oh", said the turtle, "I have just been for a trip on dry land."

"On dry land!" exclaimed the fish.
"What do you mean by on dry land? There is no dry land. I had never seen such a thing. Dry land is nothing."
"Well," said the turtle good-naturedly. "If you want to think so, of course you may; there is no one who can hinder you. But that's where I've been, all the same."

"Oh, come," said the fish. "Try to talk sense. Just tell me now what is this land of yours like? Is it all wet?"
"No, it is not wet," said the turtle. "Is it nice and fresh and cool?" asked the fish.
"No, it is not nice and fresh and cool," the trutle replied.
"Is it clear so that light can come through it?"
"No, it is not clear. Light cannot come through it."
"Is it soft and yielding, so that I can move my fins about in it and push my nose through it?"
"No, it is not soft and yielding. You could not swim in it."
"Does it move or flow in streams?"
"No, it neither moves nor flows in streams."
"Does it ever rise up into waves then, with white foams in them?" asked the fish, impatient at this string of Noes.
"No!" replied the turtle, truthfully. "It never rises up into waves that I have seen."


"There now," exclaimed the fish triumphantly. "Didn't I tell you that this land of yours was just nothing? I have just asked, and you have answered me that it is neither wet nor cool, not clear nor soft and that it does not flow in streams nor rise up into waves. And if it isn't a single one of these things what else is it but nothing? Don't tell me."

"Well, well", said the turtle, "If you are determined to think that dry land is nothing, I suppose you must just go on thinking so. But any one who knows what is water and what is land would say you were just a silly fish, for you think that anything you have never known is nothing just because you have never known it."

And with that the turtle turned away and, leaving the fish behind in its little pond of water, set out on another excursion over the dry land that was nothing.
  

p/s: Renung2kan lah... :3 

(Dah la mcm katak di bwh tempurung pas2 bodoh sombong lak tuh... hmhm)

Smile.... :D

Excerpt from Wikipedia:

"Many biologists think the smile originated as a sign of fear. Primalogist Signe Preuschoft traces the smile back over 30 million years of evolution to a "fear grin" stemming from monkeys and apes who often used barely clenched teeth to portray to predators that they were harmless. Biologists believe the smile has evolved differently among species and especially among humans. Humans smile differently. Some show their teeth when they smile, some don't."

"Laughter is a mechanism everyone has; laughter is part of universal human vocabulary. There are thousands of languages, hundreds of thousands of dialects, but everyone speaks laughter in pretty much the same way.”

Solid scientific research demonstrates that laughter offers the following benefits:

• Lowering blood pressure
• Strengthening cardiovascular functions
• Reducing stress hormones
• Improving circulation
• Increasing muscle flexion
• Oxygenating the body by boosting the respiratory system
• Boosting immune function by raising levels of infection-fighting T-cells, disease-fighting proteins called Gammainterferon and B-cells, which produce disease-destroying antibodies
• Triggering the release of endorphins, the body's natural painkillers
• Producing a general sense of well-being

...Laughter is the BEST MEDICINE... right?

p/s: Enjoy aa vid Jepun kter kali nih!! Good2 nyer!! wahahaha

:D

O_O

...I don't know why, but it kinda haunting but sarcastically "KENA" with all that is happening...

...shit.

Metallica - The Unforgiven III

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling

He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on
Inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating

His sinking life
Outside it's hell
Inside, intoxication

He's run aground
Like his life
Water much too shallow

Slipping fast
Down with his ship
Fading in the shadows

Now a castaway
They've all gone away
They've gone away

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me
Why can't I forgive me?

p/s: Life a Bitch... ain't it? Not because of others... but because of our own mistake and the ugly truth is that ignorance and Ego takes the best of us...

But its quite OK because the journey is still in the beginning and there's still many Good Things will come through our path... just be positive and not sulking over the past...

Quote: "Ada dua hari ghaib dan satu hari nyata. Dua hari ghaib itu ialah semalam dan esok. Hari nyata ialah hari ini. Gunakanlah sebaik-baiknya..." - Ulama' Islam dulu2... forgotten the name but I bet he is full of wisdom.

Fuhfuh. :D

Kuantan - The Journey of a Wisdom Seeker and a Knowledge Junkie...

To much wisdom to be shared...

To much "ayat pedih2" have been heard...

But I truly value this journey as it has open my eyes to a wider view and make me realize that there's still too much that I've got to learn...

 Before went to Kuantan:

Lamb-of-the-day=FSSR Eid nyer kambing... hoho dpt gak!! Muahahaha!!!

Then, after arriving in Kuantan:

300am. Kuantan Mosque. So beautifullll yet so serene... T___T

Icha aka Izhar aka one of my best friends aka one of my best biz partner aka very99 kind person.

(ada anak laki lepas ni aku letak nama Zarul Izhar, moga2 ikut pe'el hg hoho)

Balok aka Izhar's village.

...and tepi pantai lak tuh XD

...inside Icha's house (sadly taken with my VGA handphone T__T)

TOK GURU-TOK GURU KU:

...then when meeting with Izhar's extrainer aka non-related father aka ExNavy (Muka garang gler!!!)

His quote:

"Ada 2 jenis org dlm dunia ni... 1. Complain and do nothing 2. Complain and do something. Pilih salah satu."

"Buat dulu, baru fikir camana nk bwat. Jgn dok beri alasan xboleh selagi xbwat lg."

Alim aka Cikgu aka Kontraktor Jalan aka Accountant (Jiran ayah angkat icha)

 His quote:

"Luaskan minda, be a multi-tasker person. Jgn tutup minda pada bidang kita sahaja."

"Jangan jadi hamba harta. Kalo dah beli keta mahal2 tuh, jgn la bwak slow2... syg la sgt... LENJAN JER!!! Pakai sepuas-puasnyer!!!"

 WARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSPIRED GLER!!!!!

...Then after went back to KL, take a stroll in Petaling Street usha kasut sket... XD than went back straight to Shah Alam... T__T

Backpack kadang2 best gak... adventure gler!!! muahahahahaha

p/s: Kuantan chicks are quite gorgeous... heeeeeeeeeeeeee

OST of my present life~

Eminem - Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear 10s
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

p/s: Can he ever memorise all there lyrics?? So freaking long!! ...even without chorus!!

Therapy...?

I'm A Guy...

An ordinary, contemporary, clumsy, normal, liberal and naive kind of guy...

What is it that define someone that is "Good", "Kind", "Sincere", and "Chivalrous/Gentlemen"?

How can we become like them? What it is to be done to be like that? Why did we have to be like them? Where is the inspiration? When is it IS the right time?

Can we be PERFECT?

Sometimes I'll always ask myself that while being sarcastic that is in my blood, I'll struggling not to be a HYPOCRITE. CHEAPSKATE. UNGRATEFUL LOT.

But before we know that something SILLY has been done, it is to late to take it back. Then we ask ourselves, "Is it worthwhile saying sorry? Is it worthwhile taking my ego down?".

 Sometimes I feel we as a human think toooo much and then make a burden inside our hearts... and then we didn't share the problems among our friends thinking that we make a fool of ourselves...

...and then sulking alone and the problems didn't go away, instead it worsen and becoming so dire that we always try to run away from it.

To me, that's normal. Everybody does that.

When it happen to others, I just can't blame them for being like that... Its human nature to sulking over responsibility, rejection, and failure.

The recipe? Is it strong will? Encouragement? Love? Sacrifice? A mixed of everything?

Then it is up for us to decide, when will we take the action, repairing the damage, and improving bit by bit the weaknessess...

...and trust me, being DOWN is not fun and satisfying at all...

...the art of a COMEBACK is both challenging and satisfying.

...start afresh and anew is easy, just forgive and forget the past. A great courage is needed, and Humble has to be the middle name...

...and believe me, Support and Encouragement is there... we just have to seek it and make use of it.

Let go of our Selfish, that is the most important thing.

...and please...

...everybody needs Help!

p/s: Al-Fatihah and Takziah to Rafy Hamid, whose beloved father has passed away last night and may God forgives his past sin and may his legacy lives on...

Surprising facts here:

http://omg.yahoo.com/blogs/a-line/askmens-49-most-influential-men-of-2009/281?nc

...FINAL???? (Wake me up when Septembre Ends...)

...and away the hectic, confusing, funny Septembre=Raya=Siao month of the year... :P

With lots of...

...trapped in Raya's traffic jam, and this is the cause of it~... a blue Ferrari stranded in the middle of the road...  (kalo aku driver mmg xkuar dah... malu nyer psl)

...then my sister got her first true new car...

(silap la ayun yg rasmi dulu... lenjan habis-habisan WAHAHAHAHA)

...then playing firecrackers with the mateys... Ahoy!

(Ada awek2 sorak lak tu... hmmm almaklumlah kami smua jejaka2 ensem... ramai org jeles nguaks)

What will happen next this October?

Hmmmmmmmmm...

p/s: This month wish-list = DSLR!!!!!!!!!