Friday, November 27, 2009

Posto2~

I've change my blog to
with a new layout and looks.

Change ur bookmarks then. Heh.

:(








Thursday, November 26, 2009

:P

In what other language do people drive in a parkway and park in a driveway?

Why does night fall but never break and day break but never fall?

Why is it that when we transport something by car, it's called a shipment, but when we transport something by ship, it's called cargo?

Why are people who ride motorcycles called bikers and people who ride bikes called cyclists?

In what other language do they call the third hand on the clock the second hand?

Why is it called a TV set when you get only one?

Why - in our crazy language - can your nose run and your feet smell?

Sometimes you have to believe that all English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane:

If olive oil is made of olives, what do they make baby oil from?

If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian consume?

A writer is someone who writes, and a stinger is something that stings.

But fingers don't fing and grocers don't groce.

If the plural of tooth is teeth, shouldn't the plural of booth be beeth?

If the teacher taught, why isn't it also true that the preacher praught?

If harmless actions are the opposite of harmful actions, why are shameless and shameful behavior the same?

English is a language in which you can turn a light on and you can turn a light off and you can turn a light out, but you can't turn a light in;

In which the sun comes up and goes down, but prices go up and come down.

In which your nose can simultaneously burn up and burn down and your car can slow up and slow down, in which you can fill in a form by filling out a form and in which your alarm clock goes off by going on.

English is a crazy language. What is it that when the sun or the moon or the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible; and why when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I shall end it?

Tricky Plurals
============ ===

We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes;

but the plural of ox became oxen not oxes.

One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,

yet the plural of moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice;

yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.

If the plural of man is always called men,

why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?

If I spoke of my foot and show you my feet,

and I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?

If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,

why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?

Then one may be that, and three would be those,

yet hat in the plural would never be hose,

and the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren,

but though we say mother, we never say methren.

Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, but imagine the feminine, she, shis and shim.

Lets face it, English is a crazy language!

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

life = risk



"If you never fail, you never lived."



Another quote:
"The young do not know enough to be prudent, and therefore they attempt the impossible; and achieve it, generation after generation." - Pearl S. Buck

"Formal education will make you a living, self education can make you a fortune." - Jim Rohn

"Give so much to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others." - Christian D. Larson


"Experience is what you get when you do not get what you want." - Anonymous

"Employ your time in improving yourself by other men writing so that you shall come easily by what others have labored hard for." - Socrates

"Empty pockets never held anyone back. Only empty heads and empty hearts can do that." - Norman Vincent Peale
.
.
.

Damn.

p/s: Gotta endure it huh?

Friday, November 20, 2009

ARGH!!!

I have to
CHANGE MYSELF in SOMETHING be it ENVIRONMENT or VIEWS drastically!!!


...damn.


Just realize that I've become:
1. A dull listener.
2. A bit absent-minded.
3. A forgetful dipshit. (Hari pun leh lupa)
4. Lazysonofabit**.
5. Moody ungrateful bastard.


Faiz says I think to much. My mother says that I "suke merungut mcm pompuan". Eryn says that I bore her to death. Hahahahaha. I didn't yet ask Farah, Farhana, Iera or others yet, wonder what they will answer... hmmm...
(Sorry if I didn't mention every besties that I have here... mampus nk senarai)


How can I make others happy if I'm not happy?
What is it that make me happy:
1. Money?
2. Friends?
3. Outdoor Activity?
4. Partying?
5. ...read a book? (duh... =_=)
6. Dating?
7. Sleeping?
8. Facebook"ing"?
9. Blogging?
10. Gaming?
...
11. Holiday"ing"?
12. (fill in the blank)
.
.
.


(I'm out of ideas here...)


I am a Phlegmatic, a quiz from Facebook says that I'm attracted to Choleric. But I feel like I'm going Melancholic...to overly occupied with the tragedy and cruelty of the world...


5 Temperaments (Please Google it)



Sanguine (top right), Choleric (bottom right), Melancholy (bottom left), and Phlegmatic (centre), with Supine (top left) and Phlegmatic blends in between. 




p/s: Trying to be radical. Wanted to be. But get lost otw.


OsT of the Day: Eisley - Marvelous Things

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I'm stuck, aren't I?

...Someone told me that I'm a bit conservative and act a bit tooooo old despite my age. She told me (Yes. She.) that I've been a bit too serious and went silent all the time. I don't know about this conservative, "liberal" thing but one thing for sure, I'm a mixed up of both.


I'll be a conservative when it touches something that is proven; time-honored development of state and affairs.
For example: Tradition and culture. Cultural Conservatism?
I'll be a liberal when it touches something that requires criticism and changes to improve present state.
Example: Mentality and Acceptance/Respect Differences on Others.


My father a bit liberal, while my mother a conservative. He wanted change, freedom of thought. She wanted things the way it used to be, embracing changes but in slower paces.


Both of them seems to have influenced me in a confused way. Same like Robert Kiyosaki Rich Dad Poor Dad dilemma, I've been bred in two world and mentality; and it seems to me that it spark me thinking...


Freedom of Speech and Action is necessary, but without acceptance and consent, it will turn wild and out of control... (That's why we have rules eh? Islamic or Civic? For enlightenment, watch Law Abiding Citizen)




...


I sound a bit old... aren't I?
T___T


...I don't know why, but lately I spaced out a lot and been thinking out of my league. Things seem been falling apart, friends avoiding me, parents scolding me, me whining (ME!!! Of all PEOPLE!!), and all the scenario seems not turning into my favor. I'm trying not to be a hypocrite, but then, I don't know who'll be the one I  turn to. Heck, I don't even what I'm turning INTO. Lately my business in disarray, broke, self-esteem gone to drain and confidence seems to be "kaput". I've lost my purpose... and don't want to influence others because of it.


HELL.


Climbing up is hard eh? Not because of others, but the egoist in me is not letting me go.
I act as if everything is OK, but Heaven knows... Its NOT.
A solution is there, but I don't know when and how to embrace it.
I've become solitude, still not a hermit but trying to.


Please someone slap me back into reality before I'm going nuts of my own predicaments.


p/s: Watched 2012, imaginary apocalypse turns to real... In Hollywood-ism so to speak. LoL.
But damn... at first the producer want to include Kaaba as one of the destroyed depiction but change it at the last minute because don't want a "fatwa" issued over him. Heh.






I won't be the one to disappoint you anymore,
I know, I've said all this and that you've heard
It all before,
The trick is getting you to think that all this was your idea.
And that this was everything you've ever wanted out of here,
Love's not a competition but I'm winning.
I'm not sure what's truly altruistic anymore,
When every good thing that I do is listed and you're keeping score,
Love's not a competition but I'm winning
Love's not a competition but I'm winning
At least I thought I was but there's no way of knowing,
At least I thought I was but there's no way of knowing,
You know what it's like when you're new to the game but I'm not,
I won't be the one to disappoint you,
I won't be the one to disappoint you anymore

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Redemption?

...For the past 23 years that I've been living, when I think of it a while back, life seems so short.

Back when I was in Early Primary School, I wanted to be a Scientist, Marine Biologist, influenced by constant barrage of National Geographic show in TV. Back then, my believed is that being a scientist is cool.

Then when I'm in Standard 6, my father bought me my own personal computer. Being exalted with graphics, tweaking and playing with computers, I changed my ambition from scientist to computer savvy, thus changing my idol from Stephen Hawking to the nerdiest, richest man on the Planet... Bill Gates.

Being influenced by peer pressure (Azharan, Pok Nik, Mat Jun, Mokhsin, Mat Zharif, and Pak Chap, all of you at fault here) in playing addictive online games like Counter Strike (still in BETA) and legendary StarCraft, we tempted to "fly" away from our respective BITARA school at midnight to nearest CC and then get "kantoi" by the honorable wardens, Pak Hasan and get canned by Pak Karam, the principal.

My thought and ambition at that time was to be a Computer Entrepreneur or at least be a decent Game Designer.

The dream lives on till SPM and after the results were out, I vow to take a computer related courses to pursue my dream...

Not realizing that with my poor performance in Add Math, I take Alpha IT in MMU and lo and behold, I was dumbfounded to find that with my poor performance in Math, I want to pursue another talent of mine... drawing.

Thus began my fool's dream that I want to be a concept artist and changing my idol again; to Range Murata. After I blown my studies in MMU, I've become an animator... (Sound like a professional, but it doesn't really) in a company called Makmur Megah Sdn. Bhd. but short-lived at about 2 month after I got my offer in UiTM in Industrial Design for my diploma studies... (related to Range Murata because he himself was a industrial designer so I assume that I will get the same exposure like him).

...Yes, industrial design is interesting... with lots of prospectus job to cover and skill craft I've got to master... but yet again, I don't feel that this is what I want to pursue.
(My poor skill in Model Making just pissed me off...T__T)

When the 3 years term for my diploma has come to an end, I've yet to determine that, "Must I further my studies in Industrial Design or another?"

THEN I choose Graphic Design for my current degree studies and still confused whether I'll pursue a job as a designer or not...

Then it occurred to me...

Checklist:
1. Am I a type that get bored too easily?
- I'm right brained. Google it.
2. What is my "prerogative"?
- I like to do as I please, as long as it not contradict with Islam law...
3. What is my purpose actually?
- After reviewing it many times and observing what I've done so far, I'm fit to be a king, and want to be one.
.....
KIDDING.

...but seriously, what is the best ambition and occupation or jobs that fit the characteristic?

Art Director?
Teacher/Lecturer?
...
Entrepreneur?

p/s: 23. Am I still too young or just old to think something like this purpose something?


Sunday, November 15, 2009

*___*

"As one of my favorite blogs opined that once you leave your life to be judged by others, then you will be left unhappy for the rest of your life."
- a quote from my ex-schoolmate, Afiq (afiqfikri.blogspot.com)

We can say, "I don't care what other people think, I'll do it my way."
That's selfish.


We can also say, "We're still young. Chill lah..."

Life is moving on the fast plane. That's for sure.

Sometimes I wonder, we can say that "Life is short! Sulking and whining don't get you nowhere."


But normally we've done things the opposite.


When will we die?


...and the worst is...

What if we get paralyzed and can't do nothing except hoping someone helping us clean our crap, gives us food and telling us stories about hope and fairy tale.


I've thought about this when I watched Million Dollar Baby.

The movie makes me think, life is like a wheel. Sometimes we're up, sometimes down. But before we will ever be down, we tried our hardest to make people like us and respect us, above all LOVE us.


We tried to pursue our purpose and revamp it to suit our needs but sometimes planning and then success makes us forgot that we're still on the move...


...and we're still felt lonely and wondering what has gone wrong.


Maturity is a question, because it is subjective depends on whose and the experiences be it may young and old.


Old and wise doesn't mean that they are matured. Sometimes old people act more immature than the young.


EQ plays an important roles here.



I've mixed up most of my topic, did I? 
(Lama xtulis blog, byk sgt nk share pening nk tulis smue... nguaks)


My point is that we must live our life to the fullest, forgive and never forget the past and live positively. Try not to be all selfish, because we'll never want to retire alone and full of nemesis saying us all this and that. And above all, be it liberal or conservative, radical maybe, we can never deny history. We can't be an egoist and telling that we've done things the right way and all other people is wrong...


...ironically, life is all hard and not a fairy-tale.


p/s: Easier said than done. I'm a hypocrite aren't I?





So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

Thursday, November 5, 2009

...deep sheet? O_o

 31st October 2009

The not-to-do during 1st date:
1. Don't have a well planned destination.
2. Don't have enough money.
3. Do not use public transport during peak hours or weekend.
4. Don't be late.
5. Use near depleted charged handphones.

...and yet I've done all of this. Siao.
LoL

Komuter Berasap when on a trip to KL Sentral; stranded at Setia Jaya

 ...thank God it is ok in the end... =3 (Says me. nguaks)



Unique movie as I've never seen a movie depicting Antarctica as good as this movie.
(White Desert eh?)

Word of the Day: Dipsh**.

O_o

Bler plak nk 2nd date? Muahahahahahahaha

1st November 2009

Hitchhiking my father to Shah Alam and he brought me to one of his meeting with his client at Concorde.


Pose maut di Lobby Concorde.

 
...then meeting di kedai mamak tepi jalan... (Ingatkan kat Hard Rock Cafe. Nguaks.)
His client aka Developer aka Tokey Kerapu n Lobster baru balik dr Paris.

"U tahu dak Dato A**** baru2 ni lari US... ramai org cari dier..."

"I've think I'm underpaid. Project hari2 tangki bocor u tolong cari kaki bole?"

"Anak I xminat biznes... anak u belajaq xhbh lg dah nk bwat biznes... camner u bwat aa?"

"Budak2 zaman2 skrg bkn cam dulu... nk joli jer kerja depa..."

bla bla bla

2nd November 2009


Bwat flash... T___T

Thank God finish jugak in the end...

Moral of the Day: Don't do kerje LAST MINUTE!!!

3rd November 2009

Presentation... and then the projector not working.
Nguaks.

At night went to office with our new partners and along the way, heavy rainfall stow us away below a LRT pathway...



Word of the Day: Tiarap!!!

4th November 2009

...Golek2 while complaining why is it the Internet always DOWN...

Finding of the Day: Windows Live bes lagi dari YM?? O_o


Thursday, October 29, 2009

...yet another SIAO day... (October Tragedy)

...Plez someone, kill Awie for his song has affected me so DAMN DEEP...

...this week SO HECTIC and realize that LAW OF ATTRACTION really so GOD DAMN WORKS...

...did you ever think that our misery and sadness can be contagious?


...OMG...

...I've sound like a heretic who did't yet believe the 6 pillar of faith and the last of it all:


Believe in Divine Decree 

The story goes:

 1. First, getting WEIRD and O_O message from one of my "angels"... but to my amaze not all angels are virgin. Nguaks. (Silap Hantar)
2. Then, one of this cute gals that I've targeted seems to be a lesbo. Single but not available. Siao.
3. My friends clashing and breaking... (ade yg dah reconcile. gud2)
4. My father's Kelisa got hit by an Accord. Go figure.
5. My house-mate's parent got divorced. Then the other seems to be "membawa diri" (down).
6. Classmate got hit by a car... the guilty ran away, but to his luck there's a patrol car nearby and yet he's still alive... (motor hancur tp dia hidup... bad guy pyh mati kan? LoL)
7. Then my "antics" got stolen...


...approximately 1304, pic taken by my housemate because of heavy rainfall...




The Victim. Got stolen at 1400. Urghhh...

The plan is I have a "first" date that night, but can't go because of this predicament.

Then, after all of this happened, I've just got the urge to go to our new center at Puchong and went to the OneTeam center... Sorry for being down for all this time...

T__T

or

LoL?

p/s: Hope that after all this misfortune and sadness, happiness and "kelapangan" comes... Lama xdtg bala2 camnih. Hohoho

(Then many of my friends ask me, why is it you seem happy after my car got stolen? I just said, "Nak down brapa lama? 5min down, pastu bangun la balik. Sulking and whining will not get you anything except saket hati. LoL"


Monday, October 26, 2009

Idiocy has no limit...

Once upon a time there was a fish. And just because it was a fish, it had lived all its life in the water and knew nothing whatever about anything else but water. And one day as it swam about in the lake where all its days had been spent, it happened to meet a turtle of its acquaintance who had just come back from a little excursion on the land.

"Good day, Mr. Turtle!" said the fish. "I have not seen you for a long time. Where have you been?"
"Oh", said the turtle, "I have just been for a trip on dry land."

"On dry land!" exclaimed the fish.
"What do you mean by on dry land? There is no dry land. I had never seen such a thing. Dry land is nothing."
"Well," said the turtle good-naturedly. "If you want to think so, of course you may; there is no one who can hinder you. But that's where I've been, all the same."

"Oh, come," said the fish. "Try to talk sense. Just tell me now what is this land of yours like? Is it all wet?"
"No, it is not wet," said the turtle. "Is it nice and fresh and cool?" asked the fish.
"No, it is not nice and fresh and cool," the trutle replied.
"Is it clear so that light can come through it?"
"No, it is not clear. Light cannot come through it."
"Is it soft and yielding, so that I can move my fins about in it and push my nose through it?"
"No, it is not soft and yielding. You could not swim in it."
"Does it move or flow in streams?"
"No, it neither moves nor flows in streams."
"Does it ever rise up into waves then, with white foams in them?" asked the fish, impatient at this string of Noes.
"No!" replied the turtle, truthfully. "It never rises up into waves that I have seen."


"There now," exclaimed the fish triumphantly. "Didn't I tell you that this land of yours was just nothing? I have just asked, and you have answered me that it is neither wet nor cool, not clear nor soft and that it does not flow in streams nor rise up into waves. And if it isn't a single one of these things what else is it but nothing? Don't tell me."

"Well, well", said the turtle, "If you are determined to think that dry land is nothing, I suppose you must just go on thinking so. But any one who knows what is water and what is land would say you were just a silly fish, for you think that anything you have never known is nothing just because you have never known it."

And with that the turtle turned away and, leaving the fish behind in its little pond of water, set out on another excursion over the dry land that was
nothing.
  

p/s: Renung2kan lah... :3 
(Dah la mcm katak di bwh tempurung pas2 bodoh sombong lak tuh... hmhm)







Friday, October 23, 2009

Smile.... :D

Excerpt from Wikipedia:
"Many biologists think the smile originated as a sign of fear. Primalogist Signe Preuschoft traces the smile back over 30 million years of evolution to a "fear grin" stemming from monkeys and apes who often used barely clenched teeth to portray to predators that they were harmless. Biologists believe the smile has evolved differently among species and especially among humans. Humans smile differently. Some show their teeth when they smile, some don't."

"Laughter is a mechanism everyone has; laughter is part of universal human vocabulary. There are thousands of languages, hundreds of thousands of dialects, but everyone speaks laughter in pretty much the same way.

Solid scientific research demonstrates that laughter offers the following benefits:
  • Lowering blood pressure
  • Strengthening cardiovascular functions
  • Reducing stress hormones
  • Improving circulation
  • Increasing muscle flexion
  • Oxygenating the body by boosting the respiratory system
  • Boosting immune function by raising levels of infection-fighting T-cells, disease-fighting proteins called Gammainterferon and B-cells, which produce disease-destroying antibodies
  • Triggering the release of endorphins, the body's natural painkillers
  • Producing a general sense of well-being


...Laughter is the BEST MEDICINE... right?




p/s: Enjoy aa vid Jepun kter kali nih!! Good2 nyer!! wahahaha

:D

Monday, October 19, 2009

O_O

...I don't know why, but it kinda haunting but sarcastically "KENA" with all that is happening...

...shit.

Metallica - The Unforgiven III

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling

He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on
Inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating

His sinking life
Outside it's hell
Inside, intoxication

He's run aground
Like his life
Water much too shallow

Slipping fast
Down with his ship
Fading in the shadows

Now a castaway
They've all gone away
They've gone away

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me
Why can't I forgive me?


p/s: Life a Bitch... ain't it? Not because of others... but because of our own mistake and the ugly truth is that ignorance and Ego takes the best of us...

But its quite OK because the journey is still in the beginning and there's still many Good Things will come through our path... just be positive and not sulking over the past...

Quote: "Ada dua hari ghaib dan satu hari nyata. Dua hari ghaib itu ialah semalam dan esok. Hari nyata ialah hari ini. Gunakanlah sebaik-baiknya..." - Ulama' Islam dulu2... forgotten the name but I bet he is full of wisdom.

Fuhfuh. :D


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Kuantan - The Journey of a Wisdom Seeker and a Knowledge Junkie...

To much wisdom to be shared...

To much "ayat pedih2" have been heard...

But I truly value this journey as it has open my eyes to a wider view and make me realize that there's still too much that I've got to learn...

 Before went to Kuantan:

Lamb-of-the-day=FSSR Eid nyer kambing... hoho dpt gak!! Muahahaha!!!

Then, after arriving in Kuantan:

300am. Kuantan Mosque. So beautifullll yet so serene... T___T


Icha aka Izhar aka one of my best friends aka one of my best biz partner aka very99 kind person.
(ada anak laki lepas ni aku letak nama Zarul Izhar, moga2 ikut pe'el hg hoho)


Balok aka Izhar's village.



...and tepi pantai lak tuh XD


...inside Icha's house (sadly taken with my VGA handphone T__T)


TOK GURU-TOK GURU KU:

...then when meeting with Izhar's extrainer aka non-related father aka ExNavy (Muka garang gler!!!)
His quote:

"Ada 2 jenis org dlm dunia ni... 1. Complain and do nothing 2. Complain and do something. Pilih salah satu."

"Buat dulu, baru fikir camana nk bwat. Jgn dok beri alasan xboleh selagi xbwat lg."




Alim aka Cikgu aka Kontraktor Jalan aka Accountant (Jiran ayah angkat icha)
 His quote:

"Luaskan minda, be a multi-tasker person. Jgn tutup minda pada bidang kita sahaja."

"Jangan jadi hamba harta. Kalo dah beli keta mahal2 tuh, jgn la bwak slow2... syg la sgt... LENJAN JER!!! Pakai sepuas-puasnyer!!!"




 WARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSPIRED GLER!!!!!



...Then after went back to KL, take a stroll in Petaling Street usha kasut sket... XD than went back straight to Shah Alam... T__T

Backpack kadang2 best gak... adventure gler!!! muahahahahaha

p/s: Kuantan chicks are quite gorgeous... heeeeeeeeeeeeee


Thursday, October 8, 2009

OST of my present life~

Eminem - Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear 10s
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

p/s: Can he ever memorise all there lyrics?? So freaking long!! ...even without chorus!!


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Therapy...?

I'm A Guy...
An ordinary, contemporary, clumsy, normal, liberal and naive kind of guy...

What is it that define someone that is "Good", "Kind", "Sincere", and "Chivalrous/Gentlemen"?

How can we become like them? What it is to be done to be like that? Why did we have to be like them? Where is the inspiration? When is it IS the right time?

Can we be PERFECT?

Sometimes I'll always ask myself that while being sarcastic that is in my blood, I'll struggling not to be a HYPOCRITE. CHEAPSKATE. UNGRATEFUL LOT.

But before we know that something SILLY has been done, it is to late to take it back. Then we ask ourselves, "Is it worthwhile saying sorry? Is it worthwhile taking my ego down?".


 Sometimes I feel we as a human think toooo much and then make a burden inside our hearts... and then we didn't share the problems among our friends thinking that we make a fool of ourselves...

...and then sulking alone and the problems didn't go away, instead it worsen and becoming so dire that we always try to run away from it.

To me, that's normal. Everybody does that.

When it happen to others, I just can't blame them for being like that... Its human nature to sulking over responsibility, rejection, and failure.

The recipe? Is it strong will? Encouragement? Love? Sacrifice? A mixed of everything?

Then it is up for us to decide, when will we take the action, repairing the damage, and improving bit by bit the weaknessess...

...and trust me, being DOWN is not fun and satisfying at all...

...the art of a COMEBACK is both challenging and satisfying.

...start afresh and anew is easy, just forgive and forget the past. A great courage is needed, and Humble has to be the middle name...

...and believe me, Support and Encouragement is there... we just have to seek it and make use of it.

Let go of our Selfish, that is the most important thing.

...and please...

...everybody needs Help!

p/s: Al-Fatihah and Takziah to Rafy Hamid, whose beloved father has passed away last night and may God forgives his past sin and may his legacy lives on...

Surprising facts here:

Friday, October 2, 2009

...FINAL???? (Wake me up when Septembre Ends...)

...and away the hectic, confusing, funny Septembre=Raya=Siao month of the year... :P

With lots of...



...trapped in Raya's traffic jam, and this is the cause of it~... a blue Ferrari stranded in the middle of the road...  (kalo aku driver mmg xkuar dah... malu nyer psl)



...then my sister got her first true new car...
(silap la ayun yg rasmi dulu... lenjan habis-habisan WAHAHAHAHA)




...then playing firecrackers with the mateys... Ahoy!
(Ada awek2 sorak lak tu... hmmm almaklumlah kami smua jejaka2 ensem... ramai org jeles nguaks)


What will happen next this October?

Hmmmmmmmmm...

p/s: This month wish-list = DSLR!!!!!!!!!



Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Aidilfitri=Idul Fithri=Eid...?

Just a simple self-made "card"...




p/s: Al-Fatihah to my grandfather Haron bin Selar, who passed away last year raya and may God forgive him for his passed sin...


T__T




Thursday, September 17, 2009

raye dah...?

Ikhlas dari hati...
Aku rasa tahun banyak btul aku dah bwat salah...
...dan yg best nyer salah yg SGT XDISENGAJAKAN...
...banyak btul org sentap ngan aku...
...aku pun kadang-kadang manusia biasa...
...byk salah dari yg perfect...
...sometimes the sins that I've done people just can't forgive and forget...
...people called me greedy,
selfish,
main2,
bongkak,
lupa diri,
sombong...
bla bla bla


DEEP WITHIN MY HEART, all that sifat mazmumah tu btul2 aku xsedar unless someone close mention kat aku...
...and the one who see our mistake, is none other that is...
...family...
...best-friends...
...and the "boss"...


I FEEL VERY UNFORTUNATE that this people "TEGUR" me, because unless something, a series of unfortunate things happen, we just don't realize and appreciate them...
...and this people CARED about me much like they care about themselves.


...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...


p/s: Hepi bday to FARAH DIYANA!! Ni pun sama, kalo ada salah silap yg xdisengajakan, tolonggggg sgtttt2 maafkan... IKHLAS NIH!!! Hope that ur 22 be the nicest and exciting year for u...
To Aiz, ur my best partner EVERRR!! Aku btul2 bersyukur dpt jadi partner ko...


T_________T


update awal2 psl takut raya ni xsempat nk update blog nguaks.