Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Aidilfitri=Idul Fithri=Eid...?

Just a simple self-made "card"...




p/s: Al-Fatihah to my grandfather Haron bin Selar, who passed away last year raya and may God forgive him for his passed sin...


T__T




Thursday, September 17, 2009

raye dah...?

Ikhlas dari hati...
Aku rasa tahun banyak btul aku dah bwat salah...
...dan yg best nyer salah yg SGT XDISENGAJAKAN...
...banyak btul org sentap ngan aku...
...aku pun kadang-kadang manusia biasa...
...byk salah dari yg perfect...
...sometimes the sins that I've done people just can't forgive and forget...
...people called me greedy,
selfish,
main2,
bongkak,
lupa diri,
sombong...
bla bla bla


DEEP WITHIN MY HEART, all that sifat mazmumah tu btul2 aku xsedar unless someone close mention kat aku...
...and the one who see our mistake, is none other that is...
...family...
...best-friends...
...and the "boss"...


I FEEL VERY UNFORTUNATE that this people "TEGUR" me, because unless something, a series of unfortunate things happen, we just don't realize and appreciate them...
...and this people CARED about me much like they care about themselves.


...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...


p/s: Hepi bday to FARAH DIYANA!! Ni pun sama, kalo ada salah silap yg xdisengajakan, tolonggggg sgtttt2 maafkan... IKHLAS NIH!!! Hope that ur 22 be the nicest and exciting year for u...
To Aiz, ur my best partner EVERRR!! Aku btul2 bersyukur dpt jadi partner ko...


T_________T


update awal2 psl takut raya ni xsempat nk update blog nguaks.


Monday, September 14, 2009

One of the most memorable week of the year.

  "Cikalang ahh..."
"Blur blur tgk... blur2 join... blur2 bwat... blur2 dpt keta... blur2 siao!!"
"Nk berenang, tanya org yg berenang. Bkn tanya org yg baca blog camana nk berenang, research nk berenang, cakap2 nk berenang... Tanya org yg alami!! Tanya pada pihak yg salah, dpt soalan yg salah!!"

"We will not know and feel that particular feeling unless you've tried and do it yourself!!"

"Takut? Takut kerana apa? U xbwat dan cuba mmg la u takut! U hidup masih bergantung pada org laen pas2 u takut u nak independence! Kluar dari comfort zone!! Be a FIGHTER!! Not a WHINER!!"


"Semua org ada tujuan... tp selalunya diorang baru sedar bila peluang nk capai peluang itu sudah terlepas. Pergi tanya org tua2... mesti diorang akan cerita perihal diorang terlepas peluang, "Dulu kalo aku bwat projek tu, mesti aku dah kaya!", "Kalo aku dulu belajar rajin2, mesti skrg aku gaji besar!", "Kalo aku xberhenti, mesti skrg aku dah jadi manager...". Regret... regret... Kecewa... sudah menjadi lumrah alam. Tujuan untuk dicapai! Bkn utk dikomplen org laen halang kita!!!"

"SIAOOOOOOOO LAAA INI BISNES!!!!!"

"U olang LAO-YAAAAA LAAAA.... =_="

Frankly speaking, I feel very grateful that I found this "opportunity" and befriended many EXTRA-ORDINARY MEN. Their talks and the story of their journey really inspired me and make me realize we are not OTAI and clever at all!!

"Kalo u orang tanya org baca buku ja... atau tanya org yg penah bwat... mana satu lagi confident?"

"Duit bkn segalanya... tp segalanya adalah duit!!"


"Jgn ceritakan kebanggaan... kerana itu akan membuatkan kita lupa SAPA KITA, dan membuatkan kita alpa asal-usul, camana kta bermula. INGAT ur JOURNEY!! LAGI SUSAH LG BEST!!!"

"Purpose: Tolong org sebanyak2nya!! IKHLAS tu PENTING!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Thanx DUKE CHONG!!!

Byk sgt nk sharing ni... atoiyai... T__T
p/s: challenge... challenge... challenge...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Instrumental, experimental yet so "graphic"...

Wishlist:
1. Happy all the time, but its easier said than done.
2. Positive all the time, but surrounded by negative feelings influenced us to be emotional.
3. Hardworking all the time, but Facebooking and internet addictiveness has dampen that spirit.
4. Have fresh ideas all the time, but copying and plagiarism has become the norms nowadays.
5. Dreaming all the time, but without support and encouragement... dream will always be a dream...
People will laugh at you at what you struggling at, dreaming, and efforts that you have been through...
...because they did not experienced it, you did.
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WALK THE TALK!
Sometimes the one who you care most, like family, friends, and mentor just can't understand what you've been through because you didn't share the load, burden...
...and occasionally RUNNING from PROBLEMS will not solve it...
...FACE IT! BE A FIGHTER!!
...and know that nothing is impossible if you set your mind minimalistic, simple yet achievable by time constraint...
...and yet, proving is better than talking.
DON'T COMPLAIN!!
Please for GOD's SAKE, Zarul... please remember that...
THE NEARER YOU WILL ACHIEVE YOUR OBJECTIVE, THE HARDER YOUR JOURNEY IS!!
Stick it to your head so that it will encourage you for not GOING TO GIVE UP!!
Take me by the hand and show it to me that you can!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
~inner me~
p/s: Please... to all my friends... forgive me if I've said something and done wrong... I'm just a weak person trying to act tough but deep within... I'm struggling to put things through. It's all part of a learning process... maturity process I presume.
Ahaks!
Ni semua Pn Fadhilah punya psl... xpsl2 blog aku jadi philosophy nyer blog huhuhu... =3

Friday, September 4, 2009

so TRUE!!

Inspiration words:
Great word comes from great man... SALUTE!!
...and follow. =3
Another that I'm still hold on to this day:

"Great Minds talks about Ideas... Mediocre Minds talks about events, scenarios... Low-class Minds talks about People..."

renung2kanlah...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

+___+

August.
Full of:
 
playing with Chica... (afraid of its own mirror... ahaks!)
Bustling in Komuter... (this is what I get after ponteng klas. padan muke...)
 
Seeing Oss on/off, on/off... (ATH class...)

Bbuke with my partners after a trip to KL had to be postponed... 
(Last minute... lauk pun dah hbh... T_T dah la mahal lak tuh! ...down...)
 
Merdeka Celebration... in front of my faculty. (Spec Hazman... dah macam cyclops muka aku ni... :P)
This year August's is full of surprises... and the most DOWN MONTH EVER!!! I don't know why, but somehow I felt unsatisfying and unexpected things do come over around me and my friends...
ENOUGH!!! SEPTEMBER IS COMING AND A NEW DAY HAS BEGUN!! ZARUL!! WAKE UP!!
p/s: Somehow I treat this blog as my own motivation... and hope that it will motivate others too... especially to all my BESTFRIENDS!! 
(Susah sama susah, senang sama senang! Its a journey maa... :P)
Am I too kind or what?? Ramai suka pijak kepala aku...
But I don't care... janji hati senang sudeyyyy...

Graffiti animation!! WARGHH!!!