Sunday, November 15, 2009

*___*

"As one of my favorite blogs opined that once you leave your life to be judged by others, then you will be left unhappy for the rest of your life."
- a quote from my ex-schoolmate, Afiq (afiqfikri.blogspot.com)

We can say, "I don't care what other people think, I'll do it my way."
That's selfish.


We can also say, "We're still young. Chill lah..."

Life is moving on the fast plane. That's for sure.

Sometimes I wonder, we can say that "Life is short! Sulking and whining don't get you nowhere."


But normally we've done things the opposite.


When will we die?


...and the worst is...

What if we get paralyzed and can't do nothing except hoping someone helping us clean our crap, gives us food and telling us stories about hope and fairy tale.


I've thought about this when I watched Million Dollar Baby.

The movie makes me think, life is like a wheel. Sometimes we're up, sometimes down. But before we will ever be down, we tried our hardest to make people like us and respect us, above all LOVE us.


We tried to pursue our purpose and revamp it to suit our needs but sometimes planning and then success makes us forgot that we're still on the move...


...and we're still felt lonely and wondering what has gone wrong.


Maturity is a question, because it is subjective depends on whose and the experiences be it may young and old.


Old and wise doesn't mean that they are matured. Sometimes old people act more immature than the young.


EQ plays an important roles here.



I've mixed up most of my topic, did I? 
(Lama xtulis blog, byk sgt nk share pening nk tulis smue... nguaks)


My point is that we must live our life to the fullest, forgive and never forget the past and live positively. Try not to be all selfish, because we'll never want to retire alone and full of nemesis saying us all this and that. And above all, be it liberal or conservative, radical maybe, we can never deny history. We can't be an egoist and telling that we've done things the right way and all other people is wrong...


...ironically, life is all hard and not a fairy-tale.


p/s: Easier said than done. I'm a hypocrite aren't I?





So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

Thursday, November 5, 2009

...deep sheet? O_o

 31st October 2009

The not-to-do during 1st date:
1. Don't have a well planned destination.
2. Don't have enough money.
3. Do not use public transport during peak hours or weekend.
4. Don't be late.
5. Use near depleted charged handphones.

...and yet I've done all of this. Siao.
LoL

Komuter Berasap when on a trip to KL Sentral; stranded at Setia Jaya

 ...thank God it is ok in the end... =3 (Says me. nguaks)



Unique movie as I've never seen a movie depicting Antarctica as good as this movie.
(White Desert eh?)

Word of the Day: Dipsh**.

O_o

Bler plak nk 2nd date? Muahahahahahahaha

1st November 2009

Hitchhiking my father to Shah Alam and he brought me to one of his meeting with his client at Concorde.


Pose maut di Lobby Concorde.

 
...then meeting di kedai mamak tepi jalan... (Ingatkan kat Hard Rock Cafe. Nguaks.)
His client aka Developer aka Tokey Kerapu n Lobster baru balik dr Paris.

"U tahu dak Dato A**** baru2 ni lari US... ramai org cari dier..."

"I've think I'm underpaid. Project hari2 tangki bocor u tolong cari kaki bole?"

"Anak I xminat biznes... anak u belajaq xhbh lg dah nk bwat biznes... camner u bwat aa?"

"Budak2 zaman2 skrg bkn cam dulu... nk joli jer kerja depa..."

bla bla bla

2nd November 2009


Bwat flash... T___T

Thank God finish jugak in the end...

Moral of the Day: Don't do kerje LAST MINUTE!!!

3rd November 2009

Presentation... and then the projector not working.
Nguaks.

At night went to office with our new partners and along the way, heavy rainfall stow us away below a LRT pathway...



Word of the Day: Tiarap!!!

4th November 2009

...Golek2 while complaining why is it the Internet always DOWN...

Finding of the Day: Windows Live bes lagi dari YM?? O_o


Thursday, October 29, 2009

...yet another SIAO day... (October Tragedy)

...Plez someone, kill Awie for his song has affected me so DAMN DEEP...

...this week SO HECTIC and realize that LAW OF ATTRACTION really so GOD DAMN WORKS...

...did you ever think that our misery and sadness can be contagious?


...OMG...

...I've sound like a heretic who did't yet believe the 6 pillar of faith and the last of it all:


Believe in Divine Decree 

The story goes:

 1. First, getting WEIRD and O_O message from one of my "angels"... but to my amaze not all angels are virgin. Nguaks. (Silap Hantar)
2. Then, one of this cute gals that I've targeted seems to be a lesbo. Single but not available. Siao.
3. My friends clashing and breaking... (ade yg dah reconcile. gud2)
4. My father's Kelisa got hit by an Accord. Go figure.
5. My house-mate's parent got divorced. Then the other seems to be "membawa diri" (down).
6. Classmate got hit by a car... the guilty ran away, but to his luck there's a patrol car nearby and yet he's still alive... (motor hancur tp dia hidup... bad guy pyh mati kan? LoL)
7. Then my "antics" got stolen...


...approximately 1304, pic taken by my housemate because of heavy rainfall...




The Victim. Got stolen at 1400. Urghhh...

The plan is I have a "first" date that night, but can't go because of this predicament.

Then, after all of this happened, I've just got the urge to go to our new center at Puchong and went to the OneTeam center... Sorry for being down for all this time...

T__T

or

LoL?

p/s: Hope that after all this misfortune and sadness, happiness and "kelapangan" comes... Lama xdtg bala2 camnih. Hohoho

(Then many of my friends ask me, why is it you seem happy after my car got stolen? I just said, "Nak down brapa lama? 5min down, pastu bangun la balik. Sulking and whining will not get you anything except saket hati. LoL"


Monday, October 26, 2009

Idiocy has no limit...

Once upon a time there was a fish. And just because it was a fish, it had lived all its life in the water and knew nothing whatever about anything else but water. And one day as it swam about in the lake where all its days had been spent, it happened to meet a turtle of its acquaintance who had just come back from a little excursion on the land.

"Good day, Mr. Turtle!" said the fish. "I have not seen you for a long time. Where have you been?"
"Oh", said the turtle, "I have just been for a trip on dry land."

"On dry land!" exclaimed the fish.
"What do you mean by on dry land? There is no dry land. I had never seen such a thing. Dry land is nothing."
"Well," said the turtle good-naturedly. "If you want to think so, of course you may; there is no one who can hinder you. But that's where I've been, all the same."

"Oh, come," said the fish. "Try to talk sense. Just tell me now what is this land of yours like? Is it all wet?"
"No, it is not wet," said the turtle. "Is it nice and fresh and cool?" asked the fish.
"No, it is not nice and fresh and cool," the trutle replied.
"Is it clear so that light can come through it?"
"No, it is not clear. Light cannot come through it."
"Is it soft and yielding, so that I can move my fins about in it and push my nose through it?"
"No, it is not soft and yielding. You could not swim in it."
"Does it move or flow in streams?"
"No, it neither moves nor flows in streams."
"Does it ever rise up into waves then, with white foams in them?" asked the fish, impatient at this string of Noes.
"No!" replied the turtle, truthfully. "It never rises up into waves that I have seen."


"There now," exclaimed the fish triumphantly. "Didn't I tell you that this land of yours was just nothing? I have just asked, and you have answered me that it is neither wet nor cool, not clear nor soft and that it does not flow in streams nor rise up into waves. And if it isn't a single one of these things what else is it but nothing? Don't tell me."

"Well, well", said the turtle, "If you are determined to think that dry land is nothing, I suppose you must just go on thinking so. But any one who knows what is water and what is land would say you were just a silly fish, for you think that anything you have never known is nothing just because you have never known it."

And with that the turtle turned away and, leaving the fish behind in its little pond of water, set out on another excursion over the dry land that was
nothing.
  

p/s: Renung2kan lah... :3 
(Dah la mcm katak di bwh tempurung pas2 bodoh sombong lak tuh... hmhm)







Friday, October 23, 2009

Smile.... :D

Excerpt from Wikipedia:
"Many biologists think the smile originated as a sign of fear. Primalogist Signe Preuschoft traces the smile back over 30 million years of evolution to a "fear grin" stemming from monkeys and apes who often used barely clenched teeth to portray to predators that they were harmless. Biologists believe the smile has evolved differently among species and especially among humans. Humans smile differently. Some show their teeth when they smile, some don't."

"Laughter is a mechanism everyone has; laughter is part of universal human vocabulary. There are thousands of languages, hundreds of thousands of dialects, but everyone speaks laughter in pretty much the same way.

Solid scientific research demonstrates that laughter offers the following benefits:
  • Lowering blood pressure
  • Strengthening cardiovascular functions
  • Reducing stress hormones
  • Improving circulation
  • Increasing muscle flexion
  • Oxygenating the body by boosting the respiratory system
  • Boosting immune function by raising levels of infection-fighting T-cells, disease-fighting proteins called Gammainterferon and B-cells, which produce disease-destroying antibodies
  • Triggering the release of endorphins, the body's natural painkillers
  • Producing a general sense of well-being


...Laughter is the BEST MEDICINE... right?




p/s: Enjoy aa vid Jepun kter kali nih!! Good2 nyer!! wahahaha

:D

Monday, October 19, 2009

O_O

...I don't know why, but it kinda haunting but sarcastically "KENA" with all that is happening...

...shit.

Metallica - The Unforgiven III

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling

He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on
Inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating

His sinking life
Outside it's hell
Inside, intoxication

He's run aground
Like his life
Water much too shallow

Slipping fast
Down with his ship
Fading in the shadows

Now a castaway
They've all gone away
They've gone away

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me
Why can't I forgive me?


p/s: Life a Bitch... ain't it? Not because of others... but because of our own mistake and the ugly truth is that ignorance and Ego takes the best of us...

But its quite OK because the journey is still in the beginning and there's still many Good Things will come through our path... just be positive and not sulking over the past...

Quote: "Ada dua hari ghaib dan satu hari nyata. Dua hari ghaib itu ialah semalam dan esok. Hari nyata ialah hari ini. Gunakanlah sebaik-baiknya..." - Ulama' Islam dulu2... forgotten the name but I bet he is full of wisdom.

Fuhfuh. :D


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Kuantan - The Journey of a Wisdom Seeker and a Knowledge Junkie...

To much wisdom to be shared...

To much "ayat pedih2" have been heard...

But I truly value this journey as it has open my eyes to a wider view and make me realize that there's still too much that I've got to learn...

 Before went to Kuantan:

Lamb-of-the-day=FSSR Eid nyer kambing... hoho dpt gak!! Muahahaha!!!

Then, after arriving in Kuantan:

300am. Kuantan Mosque. So beautifullll yet so serene... T___T


Icha aka Izhar aka one of my best friends aka one of my best biz partner aka very99 kind person.
(ada anak laki lepas ni aku letak nama Zarul Izhar, moga2 ikut pe'el hg hoho)


Balok aka Izhar's village.



...and tepi pantai lak tuh XD


...inside Icha's house (sadly taken with my VGA handphone T__T)


TOK GURU-TOK GURU KU:

...then when meeting with Izhar's extrainer aka non-related father aka ExNavy (Muka garang gler!!!)
His quote:

"Ada 2 jenis org dlm dunia ni... 1. Complain and do nothing 2. Complain and do something. Pilih salah satu."

"Buat dulu, baru fikir camana nk bwat. Jgn dok beri alasan xboleh selagi xbwat lg."




Alim aka Cikgu aka Kontraktor Jalan aka Accountant (Jiran ayah angkat icha)
 His quote:

"Luaskan minda, be a multi-tasker person. Jgn tutup minda pada bidang kita sahaja."

"Jangan jadi hamba harta. Kalo dah beli keta mahal2 tuh, jgn la bwak slow2... syg la sgt... LENJAN JER!!! Pakai sepuas-puasnyer!!!"




 WARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSPIRED GLER!!!!!



...Then after went back to KL, take a stroll in Petaling Street usha kasut sket... XD than went back straight to Shah Alam... T__T

Backpack kadang2 best gak... adventure gler!!! muahahahahaha

p/s: Kuantan chicks are quite gorgeous... heeeeeeeeeeeeee