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Posto2~

2009-11-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

I've change my blog to

www.park9.blogspot.com

with a new layout and looks.

Change ur bookmarks then. Heh.

:(

2009-11-27T03:09:00.000+08:00

:P

2009-11-26T11:33:00.000+08:00

In what other language do people drive in a parkway and park in a driveway?

Why does night fall but never break and day break but never fall?

Why is it that when we transport something by car, it's called a shipment, but when we transport something by ship, it's called cargo?

Why are people who ride motorcycles called bikers and people who ride bikes called cyclists?

In what other language do they call the third hand on the clock the second hand?

Why is it called a TV set when you get only one?

Why - in our crazy language - can your nose run and your feet smell?

Sometimes you have to believe that all English speakers should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane:

If olive oil is made of olives, what do they make baby oil from?

If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian consume?

A writer is someone who writes, and a stinger is something that stings.

But fingers don't fing and grocers don't groce.

If the plural of tooth is teeth, shouldn't the plural of booth be beeth?

If the teacher taught, why isn't it also true that the preacher praught?

If harmless actions are the opposite of harmful actions, why are shameless and shameful behavior the same?

English is a language in which you can turn a light on and you can turn a light off and you can turn a light out, but you can't turn a light in;

In which the sun comes up and goes down, but prices go up and come down.

In which your nose can simultaneously burn up and burn down and your car can slow up and slow down, in which you can fill in a form by filling out a form and in which your alarm clock goes off by going on.

English is a crazy language. What is it that when the sun or the moon or the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible; and why when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I shall end it?

Tricky Plurals
============ ===

We'll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes;

but the plural of ox became oxen not oxes.

One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,

yet the plural of moose should never be meese.

You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice;

yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.

If the plural of man is always called men,

why shouldn't the plural of pan be called pen?

If I spoke of my foot and show you my feet,

and I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?

If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,

why shouldn't the plural of booth be called beeth?

Then one may be that, and three would be those,

yet hat in the plural would never be hose,

and the plural of cat is cats, not cose.

We speak of a brother and also of brethren,

but though we say mother, we never say methren.

Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him, but imagine the feminine, she, shis and shim.

Lets face it, English is a crazy language!

life = risk

2009-11-25T05:10:00.001+08:00

"If you never fail, you never lived."

Another quote:
"The young do not know enough to be prudent, and therefore they attempt the impossible; and achieve it, generation after generation." - Pearl S. Buck

"Formal education will make you a living, self education can make you a fortune." - Jim Rohn

"Give so much to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others." - Christian D. Larson

"Experience is what you get when you do not get what you want." - Anonymous

"Employ your time in improving yourself by other men writing so that you shall come easily by what others have labored hard for." - Socrates

"Empty pockets never held anyone back. Only empty heads and empty hearts can do that." - Norman Vincent Peale
.
.
.

Damn.

p/s: Gotta endure it huh?

ARGH!!!

2009-11-20T14:15:00.000+08:00

I have to

CHANGE MYSELF in SOMETHING be it ENVIRONMENT or VIEWS drastically!!!

...damn.

Just realize that I've become:

1. A dull listener.

2. A bit absent-minded.

3. A forgetful dipshit. (Hari pun leh lupa)

4. Lazysonofabit**.

5. Moody ungrateful bastard.

Faiz says I think to much. My mother says that I "suke merungut mcm pompuan". Eryn says that I bore her to death. Hahahahaha. I didn't yet ask Farah, Farhana, Iera or others yet, wonder what they will answer... hmmm...
(Sorry if I didn't mention every besties that I have here... mampus nk senarai)

How can I make others happy if I'm not happy?
What is it that make me happy:
1. Money?
2. Friends?
3. Outdoor Activity?
4. Partying?
5. ...read a book? (duh... =_=)
6. Dating?
7. Sleeping?
8. Facebook"ing"?
9. Blogging?
10. Gaming?
...
11. Holiday"ing"?
12. (fill in the blank)
.
.
.

(I'm out of ideas here...)

I am a Phlegmatic, a quiz from Facebook says that I'm attracted to Choleric. But I feel like I'm going Melancholic...to overly occupied with the tragedy and cruelty of the world...

5 Temperaments (Please Google it)

Sanguine (top right), Choleric (bottom right), Melancholy (bottom left), and Phlegmatic (centre), with Supine (top left) and Phlegmatic blends in between.

p/s: Trying to be radical. Wanted to be. But get lost otw.

OsT of the Day: Eisley - Marvelous Things

I'm stuck, aren't I?

2009-11-18T19:22:00.003+08:00

...Someone told me that I'm a bit conservative and act a bit tooooo old despite my age. She told me (Yes. She.) that I've been a bit too serious and went silent all the time. I don't know about this conservative, "liberal" thing but one thing for sure, I'm a mixed up of both.

I'll be a conservative when it touches something that is proven; time-honored development of state and affairs.

For example: Tradition and culture. Cultural Conservatism?

I'll be a liberal when it touches something that requires criticism and changes to improve present state.

Example: Mentality and Acceptance/Respect Differences on Others.

My father a bit liberal, while my mother a conservative. He wanted change, freedom of thought. She wanted things the way it used to be, embracing changes but in slower paces.

Both of them seems to have influenced me in a confused way. Same like Robert Kiyosaki Rich Dad Poor Dad dilemma, I've been bred in two world and mentality; and it seems to me that it spark me thinking...

Freedom of Speech and Action is necessary, but without acceptance and consent, it will turn wild and out of control... (That's why we have rules eh? Islamic or Civic? For enlightenment, watch Law Abiding Citizen)

...

I sound a bit old... aren't I?

T___T

...I don't know why, but lately I spaced out a lot and been thinking out of my league. Things seem been falling apart, friends avoiding me, parents scolding me, me whining (ME!!! Of all PEOPLE!!), and all the scenario seems not turning into my favor. I'm trying not to be a hypocrite, but then, I don't know who'll be the one I turn to. Heck, I don't even what I'm turning INTO. Lately my business in disarray, broke, self-esteem gone to drain and confidence seems to be "kaput". I've lost my purpose... and don't want to influence others because of it.

HELL.

Climbing up is hard eh? Not because of others, but the egoist in me is not letting me go.

I act as if everything is OK, but Heaven knows... Its NOT.

A solution is there, but I don't know when and how to embrace it.

I've become solitude, still not a hermit but trying to.

Please someone slap me back into reality before I'm going nuts of my own predicaments.

p/s: Watched 2012, imaginary apocalypse turns to real... In Hollywood-ism so to speak. LoL.

But damn... at first the producer want to include Kaaba as one of the destroyed depiction but change it at the last minute because don't want a "fatwa" issued over him. Heh.

I won't be the one to disappoint you anymore,
I know, I've said all this and that you've heard
It all before,
The trick is getting you to think that all this was your idea.
And that this was everything you've ever wanted out of here,
Love's not a competition but I'm winning.
I'm not sure what's truly altruistic anymore,
When every good thing that I do is listed and you're keeping score,
Love's not a competition but I'm winning
Love's not a competition but I'm winning
At least I thought I was but there's no way of knowing,
At least I thought I was but there's no way of knowing,
You know what it's like when you're new to the game but I'm not,
I won't be the one to disappoint you,
I won't be the one to disappoint you anymore

Redemption?

2009-11-17T01:21:00.001+08:00

...For the past 23 years that I've been living, when I think of it a while back, life seems so short.

Back when I was in Early Primary School, I wanted to be a Scientist, Marine Biologist, influenced by constant barrage of National Geographic show in TV. Back then, my believed is that being a scientist is cool.

Then when I'm in Standard 6, my father bought me my own personal computer. Being exalted with graphics, tweaking and playing with computers, I changed my ambition from scientist to computer savvy, thus changing my idol from Stephen Hawking to the nerdiest, richest man on the Planet... Bill Gates.

Being influenced by peer pressure (Azharan, Pok Nik, Mat Jun, Mokhsin, Mat Zharif, and Pak Chap, all of you at fault here) in playing addictive online games like Counter Strike (still in BETA) and legendary StarCraft, we tempted to "fly" away from our respective BITARA school at midnight to nearest CC and then get "kantoi" by the honorable wardens, Pak Hasan and get canned by Pak Karam, the principal.

My thought and ambition at that time was to be a Computer Entrepreneur or at least be a decent Game Designer.

The dream lives on till SPM and after the results were out, I vow to take a computer related courses to pursue my dream...

Not realizing that with my poor performance in Add Math, I take Alpha IT in MMU and lo and behold, I was dumbfounded to find that with my poor performance in Math, I want to pursue another talent of mine... drawing.

Thus began my fool's dream that I want to be a concept artist and changing my idol again; to Range Murata. After I blown my studies in MMU, I've become an animator... (Sound like a professional, but it doesn't really) in a company called Makmur Megah Sdn. Bhd. but short-lived at about 2 month after I got my offer in UiTM in Industrial Design for my diploma studies... (related to Range Murata because he himself was a industrial designer so I assume that I will get the same exposure like him).

...Yes, industrial design is interesting... with lots of prospectus job to cover and skill craft I've got to master... but yet again, I don't feel that this is what I want to pursue.

(My poor skill in Model Making just pissed me off...T__T)

When the 3 years term for my diploma has come to an end, I've yet to determine that, "Must I further my studies in Industrial Design or another?"

THEN I choose Graphic Design for my current degree studies and still confused whether I'll pursue a job as a designer or not...

Then it occurred to me...

Checklist:

1. Am I a type that get bored too easily?

- I'm right brained. Google it.

2. What is my "prerogative"?

- I like to do as I please, as long as it not contradict with Islam law...

3. What is my purpose actually?

- After reviewing it many times and observing what I've done so far, I'm fit to be a king, and want to be one.

.....

KIDDING.

...but seriously, what is the best ambition and occupation or jobs that fit the characteristic?

Art Director?

Teacher/Lecturer?

...

Entrepreneur?

p/s: 23. Am I still too young or just old to think something like this purpose something?

___

2009-11-15T02:44:00.001+08:00

"As one of my favorite blogs opined that once you leave your life to be judged by others, then you will be left unhappy for the rest of your life."

- a quote from my ex-schoolmate, Afiq (afiqfikri.blogspot.com)

We can say, "I don't care what other people think, I'll do it my way."

That's selfish.

We can also say, "We're still young. Chill lah..."

Life is moving on the fast plane. That's for sure.

Sometimes I wonder, we can say that "Life is short! Sulking and whining don't get you nowhere."

But normally we've done things the opposite.

When will we die?

...and the worst is...

What if we get paralyzed and can't do nothing except hoping someone helping us clean our crap, gives us food and telling us stories about hope and fairy tale.

I've thought about this when I watched Million Dollar Baby.

The movie makes me think, life is like a wheel. Sometimes we're up, sometimes down. But before we will ever be down, we tried our hardest to make people like us and respect us, above all LOVE us.

We tried to pursue our purpose and revamp it to suit our needs but sometimes planning and then success makes us forgot that we're still on the move...

...and we're still felt lonely and wondering what has gone wrong.

Maturity is a question, because it is subjective depends on whose and the experiences be it may young and old.

Old and wise doesn't mean that they are matured. Sometimes old people act more immature than the young.

EQ plays an important roles here.

I've mixed up most of my topic, did I?

(Lama xtulis blog, byk sgt nk share pening nk tulis smue... nguaks)

My point is that we must live our life to the fullest, forgive and never forget the past and live positively. Try not to be all selfish, because we'll never want to retire alone and full of nemesis saying us all this and that. And above all, be it liberal or conservative, radical maybe, we can never deny history. We can't be an egoist and telling that we've done things the right way and all other people is wrong...

...ironically, life is all hard and not a fairy-tale.

p/s: Easier said than done. I'm a hypocrite aren't I?

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

...deep sheet? O_o

2009-11-05T04:06:00.000+08:00

31st October 2009

The not-to-do during 1st date:

1. Don't have a well planned destination.

2. Don't have enough money.

3. Do not use public transport during peak hours or weekend.

4. Don't be late.

5. Use near depleted charged handphones.

...and yet I've done all of this. Siao.

LoL

Komuter Berasap when on a trip to KL Sentral; stranded at Setia Jaya

...thank God it is ok in the end... =3 (Says me. nguaks)

Unique movie as I've never seen a movie depicting Antarctica as good as this movie.

(White Desert eh?)

Word of the Day: Dipsh**.

O_o

Bler plak nk 2nd date? Muahahahahahahaha

1st November 2009

Hitchhiking my father to Shah Alam and he brought me to one of his meeting with his client at Concorde.

Pose maut di Lobby Concorde.

...then meeting di kedai mamak tepi jalan... (Ingatkan kat Hard Rock Cafe. Nguaks.)

His client aka Developer aka Tokey Kerapu n Lobster baru balik dr Paris.

"U tahu dak Dato A**** baru2 ni lari US... ramai org cari dier..."

"I've think I'm underpaid. Project hari2 tangki bocor u tolong cari kaki bole?"

"Anak I xminat biznes... anak u belajaq xhbh lg dah nk bwat biznes... camner u bwat aa?"

"Budak2 zaman2 skrg bkn cam dulu... nk joli jer kerja depa..."

bla bla bla

2nd November 2009

Bwat flash... T___T

Thank God finish jugak in the end...

Moral of the Day: Don't do kerje LAST MINUTE!!!

3rd November 2009

Presentation... and then the projector not working.

Nguaks.

At night went to office with our new partners and along the way, heavy rainfall stow us away below a LRT pathway...

Word of the Day: Tiarap!!!

4th November 2009

...Golek2 while complaining why is it the Internet always DOWN...

Finding of the Day: Windows Live bes lagi dari YM?? O_o

...yet another SIAO day... (October Tragedy)

2009-10-29T13:32:00.004+08:00

...Plez someone, kill Awie for his song has affected me so DAMN DEEP...

...this week SO HECTIC and realize that LAW OF ATTRACTION really so GOD DAMN WORKS...

...did you ever think that our misery and sadness can be contagious?

...OMG...

...I've sound like a heretic who did't yet believe the 6 pillar of faith and the last of it all:

Believe in Divine Decree

The story goes:

1. First, getting WEIRD and O_O message from one of my "angels"... but to my amaze not all angels are virgin. Nguaks. (Silap Hantar)

2. Then, one of this cute gals that I've targeted seems to be a lesbo. Single but not available. Siao.

3. My friends clashing and breaking... (ade yg dah reconcile. gud2)

4. My father's Kelisa got hit by an Accord. Go figure.

5. My house-mate's parent got divorced. Then the other seems to be "membawa diri" (down).
6. Classmate got hit by a car... the guilty ran away, but to his luck there's a patrol car nearby and yet he's still alive... (motor hancur tp dia hidup... bad guy pyh mati kan? LoL)

7. Then my "antics" got stolen...

...approximately 1304, pic taken by my housemate because of heavy rainfall...

The Victim. Got stolen at 1400. Urghhh...

The plan is I have a "first" date that night, but can't go because of this predicament.

Then, after all of this happened, I've just got the urge to go to our new center at Puchong and went to the OneTeam center... Sorry for being down for all this time...

T__T

LoL?

p/s: Hope that after all this misfortune and sadness, happiness and "kelapangan" comes... Lama xdtg bala2 camnih. Hohoho

(Then many of my friends ask me, why is it you seem happy after my car got stolen? I just said, "Nak down brapa lama? 5min down, pastu bangun la balik. Sulking and whining will not get you anything except saket hati. LoL"

Idiocy has no limit...

2009-10-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time there was a fish. And just because it was a fish, it had lived all its life in the water and knew nothing whatever about anything else but water. And one day as it swam about in the lake where all its days had been spent, it happened to meet a turtle of its acquaintance who had just come back from a little excursion on the land.

"Good day, Mr. Turtle!" said the fish. "I have not seen you for a long time. Where have you been?"
"Oh", said the turtle, "I have just been for a trip on dry land."

"On dry land!" exclaimed the fish.
"What do you mean by on dry land? There is no dry land. I had never seen such a thing. Dry land is nothing."
"Well," said the turtle good-naturedly. "If you want to think so, of course you may; there is no one who can hinder you. But that's where I've been, all the same."

"Oh, come," said the fish. "Try to talk sense. Just tell me now what is this land of yours like? Is it all wet?"
"No, it is not wet," said the turtle. "Is it nice and fresh and cool?" asked the fish.
"No, it is not nice and fresh and cool," the trutle replied.
"Is it clear so that light can come through it?"
"No, it is not clear. Light cannot come through it."
"Is it soft and yielding, so that I can move my fins about in it and push my nose through it?"
"No, it is not soft and yielding. You could not swim in it."
"Does it move or flow in streams?"
"No, it neither moves nor flows in streams."
"Does it ever rise up into waves then, with white foams in them?" asked the fish, impatient at this string of Noes.
"No!" replied the turtle, truthfully. "It never rises up into waves that I have seen."

"There now," exclaimed the fish triumphantly. "Didn't I tell you that this land of yours was just nothing? I have just asked, and you have answered me that it is neither wet nor cool, not clear nor soft and that it does not flow in streams nor rise up into waves. And if it isn't a single one of these things what else is it but nothing? Don't tell me."

"Well, well", said the turtle, "If you are determined to think that dry land is nothing, I suppose you must just go on thinking so. But any one who knows what is water and what is land would say you were just a silly fish, for you think that anything you have never known is nothing just because you have never known it."

And with that the turtle turned away and, leaving the fish behind in its little pond of water, set out on another excursion over the dry land that was nothing.

p/s: Renung2kan lah... :3

(Dah la mcm katak di bwh tempurung pas2 bodoh sombong lak tuh... hmhm)

Smile.... :D

2009-10-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

Excerpt from Wikipedia:

"Many biologists think the smile originated as a sign of fear. Primalogist Signe Preuschoft traces the smile back over 30 million years of evolution to a "fear grin" stemming from monkeys and apes who often used barely clenched teeth to portray to predators that they were harmless. Biologists believe the smile has evolved differently among species and especially among humans. Humans smile differently. Some show their teeth when they smile, some don't."

"Laughter is a mechanism everyone has; laughter is part of universal human vocabulary. There are thousands of languages, hundreds of thousands of dialects, but everyone speaks laughter in pretty much the same way.”

Solid scientific research demonstrates that laughter offers the following benefits:

Lowering blood pressure
Strengthening cardiovascular functions
Reducing stress hormones
Improving circulation
Increasing muscle flexion
Oxygenating the body by boosting the respiratory system
Boosting immune function by raising levels of infection-fighting T-cells, disease-fighting proteins called Gammainterferon and B-cells, which produce disease-destroying antibodies
Triggering the release of endorphins, the body's natural painkillers
Producing a general sense of well-being

...Laughter is the BEST MEDICINE... right?

p/s: Enjoy aa vid Jepun kter kali nih!! Good2 nyer!! wahahaha

O_O

2009-10-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

...I don't know why, but it kinda haunting but sarcastically "KENA" with all that is happening...

...shit.

Metallica - The Unforgiven III

How could he know
This new dawn's light
Would change his life forever?

Set sail to sea
But pulled off course
By the light of golden treasure

Was he the one causing pain
With his careless dreaming?
Been afraid
Always afraid
Of the things he's feeling

He could just be gone
He would just sail on
He'll just sail on

How can I be lost,
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

These days drift on
Inside a fog
It's thick and suffocating

His sinking life
Outside it's hell
Inside, intoxication

He's run aground
Like his life
Water much too shallow

Slipping fast
Down with his ship
Fading in the shadows

Now a castaway
They've all gone away
They've gone away

How can I be lost
If I've got nowhere to go?
Search for seas of gold
How come it's got so cold?

How can I be lost?
In remembrance I relive
And how can I blame you
When it's me I can't forgive?

Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me not
Forgive me
Forgive me
Why can't I forgive me?

p/s: Life a Bitch... ain't it? Not because of others... but because of our own mistake and the ugly truth is that ignorance and Ego takes the best of us...

But its quite OK because the journey is still in the beginning and there's still many Good Things will come through our path... just be positive and not sulking over the past...

Quote: "Ada dua hari ghaib dan satu hari nyata. Dua hari ghaib itu ialah semalam dan esok. Hari nyata ialah hari ini. Gunakanlah sebaik-baiknya..." - Ulama' Islam dulu2... forgotten the name but I bet he is full of wisdom.

Fuhfuh. :D

Kuantan - The Journey of a Wisdom Seeker and a Knowledge Junkie...

2009-10-13T03:21:00.000+08:00

To much wisdom to be shared...

To much "ayat pedih2" have been heard...

But I truly value this journey as it has open my eyes to a wider view and make me realize that there's still too much that I've got to learn...

Before went to Kuantan:

Lamb-of-the-day=FSSR Eid nyer kambing... hoho dpt gak!! Muahahaha!!!

Then, after arriving in Kuantan:

300am. Kuantan Mosque. So beautifullll yet so serene... T___T

Icha aka Izhar aka one of my best friends aka one of my best biz partner aka very99 kind person.

(ada anak laki lepas ni aku letak nama Zarul Izhar, moga2 ikut pe'el hg hoho)

Balok aka Izhar's village.

...and tepi pantai lak tuh XD

...inside Icha's house (sadly taken with my VGA handphone T__T)

TOK GURU-TOK GURU KU:

...then when meeting with Izhar's extrainer aka non-related father aka ExNavy (Muka garang gler!!!)

His quote:

"Ada 2 jenis org dlm dunia ni... 1. Complain and do nothing 2. Complain and do something. Pilih salah satu."

"Buat dulu, baru fikir camana nk bwat. Jgn dok beri alasan xboleh selagi xbwat lg."

Alim aka Cikgu aka Kontraktor Jalan aka Accountant (Jiran ayah angkat icha)

His quote:

"Luaskan minda, be a multi-tasker person. Jgn tutup minda pada bidang kita sahaja."

"Jangan jadi hamba harta. Kalo dah beli keta mahal2 tuh, jgn la bwak slow2... syg la sgt... LENJAN JER!!! Pakai sepuas-puasnyer!!!"

WARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! INSPIRED GLER!!!!!

...Then after went back to KL, take a stroll in Petaling Street usha kasut sket... XD than went back straight to Shah Alam... T__T

Backpack kadang2 best gak... adventure gler!!! muahahahahaha

p/s: Kuantan chicks are quite gorgeous... heeeeeeeeeeeeee

OST of my present life~

2009-10-08T13:15:00.001+08:00

Eminem - Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you

I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
I don't know how I pry away
And I ended up in this position I'm in
I starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to beat this pain
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
But I just can't admit
Or come to grips, with the fact that
I may be done with rap
I need a new outlet
I know some shits so hard to swallow
And I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow
But I know one fact
I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
Copy
One tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you have to walk a thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor
Everything is so tense and gloom
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room
Just as soon as I walk in
It's like all eyes on me
So I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
Like I want that...
I'm not looking for extra attention
I just want to be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need fu-cking man servin'
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack
And half of them ain't even funny like that
Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn
Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down
Listen to the tale I'm about to tell
Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes
And you don't have to walk no thousand miles

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands with doubt
We have to take these cards ourselves
And flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could have either just
Sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
But take this situation in which I'm placed in
And get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
For a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in
Every single place
Every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll at 8 years old
I learned my lesson and cause I wasn't tryin to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story
Not just based on my description
Cause where you see it from where you're sitting
Is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a mile
In each other's shoes, at least
What size you where?
I wear 10s
Let's see if you can fit your feet

Chorus
Walk my shoes, just to see
What it's like, to be me
All be you, let's trade shoes
Just to see what I'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine
Go inside each other's mind
Just to see what we find
Looking shit through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo
They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everyone has a private world
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

p/s: Can he ever memorise all there lyrics?? So freaking long!! ...even without chorus!!

Therapy...?

2009-10-07T10:43:00.000+08:00

I'm A Guy...

An ordinary, contemporary, clumsy, normal, liberal and naive kind of guy...

What is it that define someone that is "Good", "Kind", "Sincere", and "Chivalrous/Gentlemen"?

How can we become like them? What it is to be done to be like that? Why did we have to be like them? Where is the inspiration? When is it IS the right time?

Can we be PERFECT?

Sometimes I'll always ask myself that while being sarcastic that is in my blood, I'll struggling not to be a HYPOCRITE. CHEAPSKATE. UNGRATEFUL LOT.

But before we know that something SILLY has been done, it is to late to take it back. Then we ask ourselves, "Is it worthwhile saying sorry? Is it worthwhile taking my ego down?".

Sometimes I feel we as a human think toooo much and then make a burden inside our hearts... and then we didn't share the problems among our friends thinking that we make a fool of ourselves...

...and then sulking alone and the problems didn't go away, instead it worsen and becoming so dire that we always try to run away from it.

To me, that's normal. Everybody does that.

When it happen to others, I just can't blame them for being like that... Its human nature to sulking over responsibility, rejection, and failure.

The recipe? Is it strong will? Encouragement? Love? Sacrifice? A mixed of everything?

Then it is up for us to decide, when will we take the action, repairing the damage, and improving bit by bit the weaknessess...

...and trust me, being DOWN is not fun and satisfying at all...

...the art of a COMEBACK is both challenging and satisfying.

...start afresh and anew is easy, just forgive and forget the past. A great courage is needed, and Humble has to be the middle name...

...and believe me, Support and Encouragement is there... we just have to seek it and make use of it.

Let go of our Selfish, that is the most important thing.

...and please...

...everybody needs Help!

p/s: Al-Fatihah and Takziah to Rafy Hamid, whose beloved father has passed away last night and may God forgives his past sin and may his legacy lives on...

Surprising facts here:

http://omg.yahoo.com/blogs/a-line/askmens-49-most-influential-men-of-2009/281?nc

...FINAL???? (Wake me up when Septembre Ends...)

2009-10-02T16:02:00.000+08:00

...and away the hectic, confusing, funny Septembre=Raya=Siao month of the year... :P

With lots of...

...trapped in Raya's traffic jam, and this is the cause of it~... a blue Ferrari stranded in the middle of the road... (kalo aku driver mmg xkuar dah... malu nyer psl)

...then my sister got her first true new car...

(silap la ayun yg rasmi dulu... lenjan habis-habisan WAHAHAHAHA)

...then playing firecrackers with the mateys... Ahoy!

(Ada awek2 sorak lak tu... hmmm almaklumlah kami smua jejaka2 ensem... ramai org jeles nguaks)

What will happen next this October?

Hmmmmmmmmm...

p/s: This month wish-list = DSLR!!!!!!!!!

Aidilfitri=Idul Fithri=Eid...?

2009-09-22T13:58:00.003+08:00

Just a simple self-made "card"...

p/s: Al-Fatihah to my grandfather Haron bin Selar, who passed away last year raya and may God forgive him for his passed sin...

T__T

raye dah...?

2009-09-17T06:27:00.001+08:00

Ikhlas dari hati...

Aku rasa tahun banyak btul aku dah bwat salah...

...dan yg best nyer salah yg SGT XDISENGAJAKAN...

...banyak btul org sentap ngan aku...

...aku pun kadang-kadang manusia biasa...

...byk salah dari yg perfect...

...sometimes the sins that I've done people just can't forgive and forget...

...people called me greedy,

selfish,

main2,

bongkak,

lupa diri,

sombong...

bla bla bla

DEEP WITHIN MY HEART, all that sifat mazmumah tu btul2 aku xsedar unless someone close mention kat aku...

...and the one who see our mistake, is none other that is...

...family...

...best-friends...

...and the "boss"...

I FEEL VERY UNFORTUNATE that this people "TEGUR" me, because unless something, a series of unfortunate things happen, we just don't realize and appreciate them...

...and this people CARED about me much like they care about themselves.

...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN...

p/s: Hepi bday to FARAH DIYANA!! Ni pun sama, kalo ada salah silap yg xdisengajakan, tolonggggg sgtttt2 maafkan... IKHLAS NIH!!! Hope that ur 22 be the nicest and exciting year for u...

To Aiz, ur my best partner EVERRR!! Aku btul2 bersyukur dpt jadi partner ko...

T_________T

update awal2 psl takut raya ni xsempat nk update blog nguaks.

One of the most memorable week of the year.

2009-09-14T10:54:00.002+08:00

"Cikalang ahh..."

"Blur blur tgk... blur2 join... blur2 bwat... blur2 dpt keta... blur2 siao!!"

"Nk berenang, tanya org yg berenang. Bkn tanya org yg baca blog camana nk berenang, research nk berenang, cakap2 nk berenang... Tanya org yg alami!! Tanya pada pihak yg salah, dpt soalan yg salah!!"

"We will not know and feel that particular feeling unless you've tried and do it yourself!!"

"Takut? Takut kerana apa? U xbwat dan cuba mmg la u takut! U hidup masih bergantung pada org laen pas2 u takut u nak independence! Kluar dari comfort zone!! Be a FIGHTER!! Not a WHINER!!"

"Semua org ada tujuan... tp selalunya diorang baru sedar bila peluang nk capai peluang itu sudah terlepas. Pergi tanya org tua2... mesti diorang akan cerita perihal diorang terlepas peluang, "Dulu kalo aku bwat projek tu, mesti aku dah kaya!", "Kalo aku dulu belajar rajin2, mesti skrg aku gaji besar!", "Kalo aku xberhenti, mesti skrg aku dah jadi manager...". Regret... regret... Kecewa... sudah menjadi lumrah alam. Tujuan untuk dicapai! Bkn utk dikomplen org laen halang kita!!!"

"SIAOOOOOOOO LAAA INI BISNES!!!!!"

"U olang LAO-YAAAAA LAAAA.... =_="

Frankly speaking, I feel very grateful that I found this "opportunity" and befriended many EXTRA-ORDINARY MEN. Their talks and the story of their journey really inspired me and make me realize we are not OTAI and clever at all!!

"Kalo u orang tanya org baca buku ja... atau tanya org yg penah bwat... mana satu lagi confident?"

"Duit bkn segalanya... tp segalanya adalah duit!!"

"Jgn ceritakan kebanggaan... kerana itu akan membuatkan kita lupa SAPA KITA, dan membuatkan kita alpa asal-usul, camana kta bermula. INGAT ur JOURNEY!! LAGI SUSAH LG BEST!!!"

"Purpose: Tolong org sebanyak2nya!! IKHLAS tu PENTING!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Thanx DUKE CHONG!!!

Byk sgt nk sharing ni... atoiyai... T__T

p/s: challenge... challenge... challenge...

Instrumental, experimental yet so "graphic"...

2009-09-09T07:15:00.000+08:00

Wishlist:

1. Happy all the time, but its easier said than done.

2. Positive all the time, but surrounded by negative feelings influenced us to be emotional.

3. Hardworking all the time, but Facebooking and internet addictiveness has dampen that spirit.

4. Have fresh ideas all the time, but copying and plagiarism has become the norms nowadays.

5. Dreaming all the time, but without support and encouragement... dream will always be a dream...

People will laugh at you at what you struggling at, dreaming, and efforts that you have been through...

...because they did not experienced it, you did.

YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WALK THE TALK!

Sometimes the one who you care most, like family, friends, and mentor just can't understand what you've been through because you didn't share the load, burden...

...and occasionally RUNNING from PROBLEMS will not solve it...

...FACE IT! BE A FIGHTER!!

...and know that nothing is impossible if you set your mind minimalistic, simple yet achievable by time constraint...

...and yet, proving is better than talking.

DON'T COMPLAIN!!

Please for GOD's SAKE, Zarul... please remember that...

THE NEARER YOU WILL ACHIEVE YOUR OBJECTIVE, THE HARDER YOUR JOURNEY IS!!

Stick it to your head so that it will encourage you for not GOING TO GIVE UP!!

Take me by the hand and show it to me that you can!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

~inner me~

p/s: Please... to all my friends... forgive me if I've said something and done wrong... I'm just a weak person trying to act tough but deep within... I'm struggling to put things through. It's all part of a learning process... maturity process I presume.

Ahaks!

Ni semua Pn Fadhilah punya psl... xpsl2 blog aku jadi philosophy nyer blog huhuhu... =3

so TRUE!!

2009-09-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

Inspiration words:

Great word comes from great man... SALUTE!!

...and follow. =3

Another that I'm still hold on to this day:

"Great Minds talks about Ideas... Mediocre Minds talks about events, scenarios... Low-class Minds talks about People..."

renung2kanlah...

+___+

2009-09-02T07:57:00.002+08:00

August.

Full of:

playing with Chica... (afraid of its own mirror... ahaks!)

Bustling in Komuter... (this is what I get after ponteng klas. padan muke...)

Seeing Oss on/off, on/off... (ATH class...)

Bbuke with my partners after a trip to KL had to be postponed...

(Last minute... lauk pun dah hbh... T_T dah la mahal lak tuh! ...down...)

Merdeka Celebration... in front of my faculty. (Spec Hazman... dah macam cyclops muka aku ni... :P)

This year August's is full of surprises... and the most DOWN MONTH EVER!!! I don't know why, but somehow I felt unsatisfying and unexpected things do come over around me and my friends...

ENOUGH!!! SEPTEMBER IS COMING AND A NEW DAY HAS BEGUN!! ZARUL!! WAKE UP!!

p/s: Somehow I treat this blog as my own motivation... and hope that it will motivate others too... especially to all my BESTFRIENDS!!

(Susah sama susah, senang sama senang! Its a journey maa... :P)

Am I too kind or what?? Ramai suka pijak kepala aku...

But I don't care... janji hati senang sudeyyyy...

Graffiti animation!! WARGHH!!!

Heed my words...

2009-08-28T09:07:00.002+08:00

This movie...

is the BEST, TRULY MALAYSIAN movie everr!!!

Period.

...the RIP song for ALLAHYARHAM YASMIN AHMAD... Org hebat2 slalu Tuhan amik dulu kan? Its a bit late but after I saw this movie, the innocent and sincere message (byk gler msg dier!!! Org melayu sedar2 lah...) that was passed down was so moving and I don't know about others...

I'VE ACTUALLY BROKE TO TEARS KNOWING THAT THE BOY IS DEAF!!! AND WHILE AT THE LAST PART THE BOY's MOTHER DIED...

Symbolic... Jit Murad=Angel mayb...

Al-Fatihah for YASMIN AHMAD...

T___T

p/s: Sayang plak xtgk muvi ni di panggung...

BANGUN!!!!

2009-08-25T06:06:00.002+08:00

Tips Kejutkan orang bersahur

Puasa dah mula, tapi time untuk bangunkan orang bersahur adalah
time paling crucial sekali. Dibawah ni ada2 tips menarik untuk dicuba :)

Kalau nak kejutkan orang bangun tidur especially sahur.. ini antara
caranya..

1. pegang anak jari kiri/kanan sambil tu panggil nama dia perlahan
lahan...

2. sentuh bahu org tidur tu.. dan goyangkan perlahan lahan..sambil
panggil nama dia...

3. renjis air kat muka dia...sambil panggil nama dia...

4. tampar tampar manja pipi dia..sambil panggil nama dia...

5. tutup kipas/air cond

tapi kalau still tak ada respon jugak bwat camnih...

1. jerit nama dia kuat kuat...

2. gigit ibu jari kaki dia..cam hantu toyol gigit

3. simbah air sebaldi...kalau boleh air rendam baju dalam korang

4. tarik rambut dia sampai jatuh dari tilam

5. goyang badan dia kuat2 then jerit gempa bumi gempabumi!
tsunami! tsunami!

6. jerit api! api! api!

7. letak kfc ke mcd ke xpun ikan patin masak tempoyak yg baru dibeli
sebelah hidung dia... bgi ambik bau sket

still gak tak ada respon buwat camnih...

1. pergi kat telinga dia...then sebut maa rabbuka! sambil seru nama dia
byk kali...

2. pergi kat dia, baca je surah yaa sin....

tapi kalau still tak ada respon jgak...ni je la cara terakhir

1. panggil je orang masjid/surau untuk uruskan...kerana tuhan lebih
menyayanginya. ...

(heee...)

khas untuk yg pyh bangkit...

(1st time full Malay. ahaks. copy paste je pong)

Selamat Berpuasa ye... puasa jgn tak puasa.

CHALLENGEE!!

2009-08-20T02:52:00.008+08:00

...I don't know what to say...
...and still don't know what to do if I face each of this circumstances:

1. kena TIAWWW...
2. "Jiwang" feeling...
3. Someone cried in front of you...
4. Study vs Business
5. SUDDENLY GETTING A LOT OF MONEYYY??!!? O_o

...

(SIAO LAAA... T___T)

I think for circumstances no. 1, 'kena TIAWW' literally is GOOD... because from what I know since I was little I HAVE TO BE PUSHED/SCOLDED to get going... and I know I AM A "LEKA"-man...

...TRUTHFULLY speaking...

I AM SOOOO NOT ROMANTIC.
Period.
...maybe that's why I'm still SINGLE and virgin so to speak...
T__T
...please somebody, introduce me to Ai Takahashi... before someone got her first...

Nguaks.

...a prospect suddenly called me in the middle of a class, told me her BELOVED LAPPY got stolen, and ALLLL of her assignment in it.
...Talk of a devil, because before that, a day before I'm joking with my housemate (Apai) what if our house got broken and my NEW MAC got stolen?
...and to my surprise, it didn't happen TO US...
...but to a neighbor just steps away from us...

SUMPAH... xmau dah ckp bende2 cam2... LAW OF ATTRACTION dowh...

...MANAGE TIME is the key answer, but talking is easier than doing...
Sometimes things just come suddenly without planning, and when it happen...
...2 choices has to be made...
...BOTH are important,
...BOTH are the FUTURE,
...and BOTH are things that we cannot avoid.

...I choose "First Come, First Serve" policy regarding this matter...

...and THE LAST AND THE MOST SPECTACULAR THINGS...
...after so much hardwork (and smart)...
...REWARDS has been given.
But the problem is, what will I DO after I get this money??
...all planning to buy things has gone to drain...
...suddenly everything's has become so cheap to me...
...and THE most IMPORTANTLY,

GRATEFUL and HUMBLE has to be my middle name.
Please remind me....

IF I BECOME POYO XTENTU PASAL!!! WARGHHHH!!!

T_T

p/s: Thanks to those who celebrate us August guys and TRUTHFULLY speaking, YOU GUYS ARE SO AMAZING!!! Sincerely, deep within my heart... I'm truly grateful for what you guys have done...

=3

:((((((

2009-08-14T09:54:00.002+08:00

The saddest day in my life... just so happen nearing my birthday...

...sometimes the people we cared just don't know how much we cared...

...and sometimes we can't change the inevitable...

...the thing is neither we or them is at fault...

...the circumstances are...

...i hope and wish God has a plan for all of this...

...trust...

...mutual understanding...

...future...

...all have gone draining into the abyss...

Now I know, we, human, are fragile as it may seems, just to WEAK to overcome ONE THING that we must do in LIFE...

...CHANGE...

...and it puts all your BELIEVE and CONFIDENCE at stake...

...just to take the risk of this particular word...

...and I know not many brave souls can take the risks...

...all because of FEAR and EXCUSES...

(nguaks)

...You know you work in Corporate if...

2009-08-12T12:26:00.003+08:00

1) You've sat at the same desk for 4 years and worked for three different companies.
2) Your resume is on a disk in your pocket.
3) When someone asks about what you do for a living, you lie.
4) You get really excited about a 2% pay raise.
5) You learn about your layoff on CNN.
6) Your biggest loss from a system crash is that you lose your best jokes.
7) Your supervisor doesn't have the ability to do your job.
8) You sit in a cubicle smaller than your bedroom closet.
9) Salaries of the members on the Executive Board are higher than all the Third World
countries' annual budgets combined.
10) It's dark when you drive to and from work.
11) Fun is when issues are assigned to someone else.
12) "Communication" is something your group is having problems with.
13) You see a good looking person and know it is a visitor.
14) Free food left over from meetings is your main staple diet.
15) Weekends are those days your spouse makes you stay home.
16) Being sick is defined as can't walk or you're in the hospital.
17) You're already late on the assignment you just got.
18) Dilbert cartoons hang outside every cube.
19) Your boss' favorite lines are "When you get a few minutes", "In your spare time",
"When you're freed up", and "I have an opportunity for you."
20) Your relatives and family describe your job as "works with computers".

=_=

(...ratrace maaa...)

=_='

2009-07-31T16:19:00.003+08:00

...From what I remember, last that I karaoke with my friends was when I was part 05 in diploma, and the venue was in Penang. At that time, the songs have to be swapped with VCDs, and occasionally the songs were not one that wee choose...

And then,

YESTERDAY

with Rafi, Fana, Farah and Ira, we just KARAOKE like HELL (not really hell actually... thank god they have good voice) to celebrate H1N1 day... (emergency holiday)

^_^

I'm just relieved that GREEN BOX that we went yesterday were not the same as from Penang before... and with BUFFET and all...

Huhuhu

CONTRATULATIONS to
RAFI
FOR GETTING THE 5th PLACE IN NANDO's ART COMPETITION...

and don't be sad in not being the winner... each effort and small achievement is a ladder into much more bigger achievement...

and I KNOW THAT YOU SOMEDAY WILL BECOME SOMEBODY!!!

JUST don't GIVE UP and led ASTRAY from the path you've led on...

p/s: nice shoes....

...creative?

2009-07-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

I don't know why... but I think all of the subjects that I take this semester is QUITE interesting and mind-blowing...

for example: CREATIVE THINKING :)

Miss/Mdm. Farah taught us how to be a creative person and explained to us what is the behavior of that particular person:

1. Each of his/her day is UNIQUE

2. Each time with new lifestyle, so to speak DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVE

3. Talking awkward... maybe quite weird for an ordinary person

4. Always in his/her own world... never cared or ignored about anything not related to his/her interest

5. Always eager to try something new....

You know what? I don't think I'm a "so-called-creative-geek" but I always in a dilemma before that my friends always mocking me that I talk crypticly and say something no one will understand...

And then I always say that I want to do something different and unique everyday... just because I know I'm not a ROUTINE guy that always follow a strict schedule and see the same things everyday... I WILL GET BORED TO DEATH!!!

Not "undiscipline" so to speak but correct in terms of ADVENTUROUS.

Heeeee...

Then, in class ART DIRECTION (with DATO' AHMAD) and PROJECT MANAGEMENT AND PLANNING I (with EN. ZUL) we tend to learn how to become entrepreneur, leader (art director) and learn how to manage projects. For some reason, I felt so GRATEFUL that at last I get to learn something related to how to become BOSS in all my degree years... because before this I tend to think that our country education system want to programmed us how to become COOLIE, or "makan-gaji-person" with a life that is so boringggg... (bangun, mkn, kerja, tido life... you all know what I mean).

Hmmm...

Maybe our life is a choice that we can either choose :

1. Live DIFFERENTLY (3% population of the world)

2. Ignored and just go with the flow... (97% population of the world)

From what I know, I already know which one that I've already decided...

p/s: after this, i want to post WEIRD vid or WEIRD story that is OUT OF THE BOX... I'm trying to get out of my comfort zone and do something different... hehehehehehe

Akhirnya...

2009-07-14T14:00:00.004+08:00

For one month I live with constant barrage of question like:

"Bila nak online?"

"Awat xbyr bil??"

"Apasal sampai kna potong?"

"Cepatla bayar..."

"Bayar la dulu, nnti dpt ptptn kami bayar..."

"Hang bayarkan... kan hg kaya..."

o_O

...Sometimes I like to think selfish but then I soften a bit thinking...

"I'M LIKE THAT BEFORE, SO NO POINT IN BLAMING THEM!!"

positive thinking dak aku? :P (poyo jek...)

For the lost month since my internet has been cut off, to many things happen that I can't explain and share with you here except minor details such as watching Transformers 2 (FIRST DAY WOOHOO!!!), get COUNT status (UNEXPECTEDLY!!), and camping at Eagle Ranch (PENAT GLER DOWH!!!).

Hmmm... first week of classes seems ordinary but I heard an interesting tale about a senior lecturer name Dato' Ahmad aka Timbalan Naib Canselor o_O... Psyko katenyer.

but BAGUS APA!!!! WAHAHAHAHA

Sem ni kta SEMUA KNA HYPER!!!! BE AN EXTROVERT!!! JOM KENGKAWAN, KTA DEKAN SKALI SESAME!!!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK... 1st tagged for my blog...

2009-06-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

1) Full name? - ass_sasin aka Pak9 aka Ayun aka Zarul...
2) Single or Taken? - Hmm... xphm?
3) Sex? - Male
4) Birthday? - 16 August 1986... still young meh...
5) Sign? - Leo
6) Sibling(s)? - Two only...
7) Hair colour? - black...
8) Eye color? - black lg...
9) Shoe size? - 10-11
10) Height? - 5'7" (sama ngan aiz...)

*RELATIONSHIPS*
1) Who is/are your best friend(s)? - theres alot actually... xckp space nk tulis...
2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? - ...
3) Did you send this to your crush? - crush mende...?

*FASHION STUFF*
1) Where is your favorite place to shop? - LOWYAT LAAA!!! WAKAKAKA

*THE EXTRA STUFF*
1) What kind of shampoo do you use? - syampoo xmau gugur rambut... T_T
2) What are you most scared of? - xdak duit...
3) What car do you wish to have? - ntah... nk superbike...
4) Who is the last person that called you? - icha... xpuas hati kami nk transformer xajak... huhuhu (tgk la kat penang)
5) When do you want to get married? - 25 (nk ikut nabi la konon... calon pun xde g!!!)
6) If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? - kurus la of course...
7) What was your first car? - satria mehhh...

*FAVOURITES*
1) Colours? - inconciously biru... tapi hitam pun minat gak.
2) Number? - 9!!!
3) Food? - DIM SUM!!!!
4) Subjects in school? - ?? xphm??
5) Animals? - all except ulat... T_T
6) Drink? - all things related to tea... (im oldtaste meh)
7) Celebrities? - Ai Takahashi!!!! (google it)

*HAVE YOU EVER*
1) Given anyone a bath? - o_0
2) Bungee jumped? - nope
3) Broken the law? - what law?
4) Gone skinny dipping? - ?? skali lg xphm...
5) Made yourself throw up? - lama dah xthrow up...

*FIRST THING THAT COMES TO MIND*
1) Red? - blood...
2) Do you like filling these out? - ...
3) How many people are you sending this too? - hmm...
4) Who will send it back? - sape2 la...
5) Gold or Silver? - BLACK!!!!

*MISCELLANEOUS*
1) What are you listening to right now? - Yuna and Radiohead!! Melancholic baby!!!
2) Who is sitting next to you right now? - Tapa aka Mustaffa Wardi (tgk kat facebook... tgh cari jodoh 2... tolong la dia...)
3) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? - POSITIVE PEOPLE OF COURSE!!! WARGHHH!!!
4) Who do you admire? - TO ALL PEOPLE!! I say this because I admire them for what they lebih than me... I still think I always lacking something... T_T
5) What makes you happy? - People remember me...
6) How many buddies on your list? - byk... tp xsmua online...
7) What do you like to do? - seafaring... sounds boring isn't it?
8) Do you like yourself? - hmm... of course!! (except the size...)
9) Have you ever hated any person in your family? - dulu yes... but skrg no... realise people are not perfect... especially our family...
10) Favorite place to visit? - JAPAN n NEW ZEALAND!!!
11) Favorite Month? - End of Month!! (gaji masuk)
12) Night or Day? - Im nocturnal...
13) Rain or Sun? - A mix up of both...
14) Scary or Happy Movie? - Both jugak...
15) Career? - Sumting not related to (working for others). I hate to be someone coolie!!!

*HAVE YOU EVER*
1) Loved someone so much it made u cry? - Penah... kat sekor kucing...
2) Broken a bone? - penah kot...
3) Played Truth or Dare? - mende tu?
4) Been in a physical fight? - penah... time belajar silat
5) Been on a plane? - seriously... nope T_T
6) Come close to dying? - hampir2 accident ade la... TFFTTT
7) Been in a sauna? - xpenah...
8) Been in a hot tub? - penah
9) Swam in the ocean? - i cant swim...
10) Been in the back of a police car? - always... my home exactly at the top of a balai... lalu blkg keta polis slalu sgt...
11) What do you think about soap? - o_0 kuningnyer....
12) Worst song you ever heard? - hiphop... xder motif nyer lagu...
13) Best song you ever heard? - Yuna - These Streets, Radiohead - Climbing Up The Walls, Metallica - Nothing Else Matters, Led Zeppelin - Stairway to Heaven, Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway (hayati lirik dia btul2!!!)
14) Stupidest thing you've ever done? - not confessed to sumone perhaps?? tup2 melepas... huhuhu
15) What's your bedroom like? - meh dtg tgk...
16) Have a lava lamp? - mende?
17) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? - live animal laa baru care...
18) Your crush? - ??
19) Most prized possession? - Friends
20) Vegetarian? - Of course!!
21) Good driver? - Ntah... byk org tumpang smue kate "SLOW SKET!!"
22) Good at sports? - is vidgame consider as sports??
23) Good actor/actress? - strictly honest... cant seem to lie...
24) Good dancer? - buruk seh...
25) Shy? - =3
26) Good storyteller? - dak kot... I tend to skip to the end...
27) Chicken pox? - Xpenah...
28) Sore throat? - Slalu...
29) Stitches? - cant remember
30) Bloody nose? - tgk mende maksiat... o_0
31) Cold? - Bler demam...

*DO YOU*
1) Enjoy parks? - Yes
2) Like picnics? - Yes
3) Like school? - ...
4) What school? - Byk sgt skola...
5) Collect anything? - bookss
6) Like to shop? - no...
7) In trouble a lot? - always... unconciously...
8) What is one thing you want? - KAYA!!!! WARGHHH!!!

*WOULD YOU*
1) Eat a live hamster for a million dollars? - YESSSSSS!!!!!!
2) Go to a Hanson concert if you had a free ticket? - xminat hanson...
3) Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollars? - OF COURSEEE!!!! what a stupid question!!!
4) If you were stuck on an island, who would you want on the island with you? - gemok2 one... so that I can eat them... =3

The End

T_T

2009-06-15T15:31:00.002+08:00

Been so long since I last updated my blog...
All because of my freakin INTERNET got cut off....

~_~

sabo noooo.... NEXT JULY I WILL PAY IT BACK!!!

and most IMPORTANTLY, I will get MY OWN INTERNET LINE!!!

NO MORE SHARING!!

NO MORE HASSLE COLLECTING BILLSS~!!!

(please, pray with me that next July my income go BOOMMM!!!)

huhuhuhu....

Time is Money...

2009-06-04T07:43:00.006+08:00

Just got back from Penang and Perlis...
and for the first time in my life...

8 FREAKING HOURS IN A BUS NON-STOP!!!!

WTH!!! SO DAMNED TIREDD!!!!

lol

Overall, my trip to the North is worthwhile and I can't post the pic because ALL of it were captured by Aiz phone... hope that he will upload it to my Facebook very soon...

Huuhuhu... (when will I get a new DSLR??)

Cet.

And while we at Penang, we just made it on time to catch LAST primetime of the day for...

TERMINATOR SALVATION

and WTH... I expect MOREEEEE... T_T

And I got an interesting email about TIME vs MONEY...

Pls read it folks...

A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door.

SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?'

DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man.

SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?'

The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities. '

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down , and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $25.00 and he really didn't ask for money very often The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' He asked.

'No daddy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the man.
'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you daddy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the father grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Daddy, I have $50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

Hmm... "fikir-fikirkan lah..."

p/s: What is it that has to be done to get out of this "Rat Race"? T_T

Satisfactory, yet not enough to satisfy... WTH?

2009-05-31T03:29:00.004+08:00

And so, I will now conclude this month LIFE EVENTS...

At the first week of the month, I have been busy with my "business", introducing and catching up with my mistakes last month and improving it... Yet, I don't know why... I felt so alone in this world, like I'm just the only one fighting for my cause... remorse, empathy enveloped me as I feel like I'm losing my purpose... felt like I'm the most Unlucky, Dumbest and Coward at the same time...

Lucky for me, I have a friend, partner and a mentor that always said to me, "Feeling down cannot make you stronger, regardless of hoping someone to pamper you or pity you, it will make you lack endurance and the same time make you more judgmental, in fact the one at fault is you!"

I feel "sentap" at this word as I relinquish my understanding...

Meaning 2 say, all of them want me to mix with the crowd, not judge them based on their "badness" but based on their "goodness"...

~_~

And so, the second week begins with positivity in mind... But to my surprise, it hadn't begin and end much to my expectations... Like the first week, I don't get the result that I wanted to... And for the first time in my life, I felt very "down" and I begin to question my inner self, "What is wrong here? I've done like everyone does, same technic, same spirit, same "statement" but yet I can't get what I wanted... WTH did I do wrong??"

T_T

Third week, begins with a training @ motivational @ "cas"...
I'm so PUMPED UP this week, that I'm the first person who stand up and the most HYPERest in the whole team! I just can't believe that after 2 weeks of grueling, intense pressure... I felt like I want to enjoy myself, my life and began "planning" with my partner how to overcome the obstacles, "Creative", so to speak.

^-^

This week or "Last" week, the plan has been set and the result has yet to be unfold. I understand now that, yes, we do as we foretold... but not "wholeheartedly" copy from others! I just realize eventhough the purpose, the target is the same, I just can't duplicate others, their journey and method! I must accomplish it based on my own perspective, knowledge, and GUT FEELING!! I have to follow my instinct and believe that all the wrong and true does not matter, for all is part of the journey...

Heh.

I think this blog were not meant to be read by others, as I know they don't know what I'm talking about...

WAKAKA!!!

"WTH... Go out with a bang!!" ~ Quote from Sincity.

p/s: Sorry to Aiz and Fa... I know that both of you wanted me to copy badge or tag...
So next month, I will begin making post related from you or any other person that seems interesting and funny! And please don't fret, I will not "TEE-DOWN" any of the "subject"...

Heeeee....

Watched Movies:

Wanted to watch Terminator Salvation at first, but a VERY HUGE CROWD of TERMINATOR "NERD" blocking the way... preventing us to book tickets... T_T.
So, instead of feeling "...down...", we pick the alternatives instead.

Monsters vs Aliens!!
DAMN!! I wish I have one "adorable" monsters like this...

WAKAKA!!

A Stroll at Midvalley... and a bit of personality...

2009-05-27T14:29:00.003+08:00

Yohoho!!!

Yesterday, a bit of a meeting between two penguin and a handsome panda at MIDVALLEY led 2 a:

1. ate Japanese delicacy (though none of us ever try it before... eat first, question later)

2. Night At The Museum 2 Battle of The Smithsonian (interesting, I didn't see the first movie yet... T_T)

3. Take a peek at pet shop (want to survey ferret price, and realize that they are expensive contrary to Mudah.com that are much cheaper)

4. MPH Bookstore (wanted to buy one, but a tight budget and "nature's call" hinder the process...)

5. Stroll around MIDVALLEY with nothing on mind... (except growling stomach and an empty talk...)

6. Enter THE GARDEN (OMG!! I have entered a place that are so exclusive and yet I'm just wearing an ordinary "pasar malam croc"...)

7. Early dinner at Italiannies (did I spell it right? Nice restaurant, nice food, nice price, and a "not so nice timing"... I wish I go to this place with my parent's... and PASTA is MY FAVORITE!!! I WANT TO TRY MORE!!! WARGHHHH!!!!)

8. Parting of the Sensory (...just realize that Faiz and me didn't have a motor license but yet we just "buat xbersalah" and go on back to Shah Alam)

9. Picnic at the Side of the Road (at the most hectic, stressful, tawakkal, and lack of credit led us to rest a bit at one side of a road because we have to reply AN URGENT SMS that will change our future and life FOREVER!!! WARGHHH!!!)

cool....

10. Lepak at Kamal (a discussion with Faiz aka PenguinMarquis for a bit of post-mortem and a rehab with our stressful mind... STAY POSITIVE!!!)

The End.

...a bit short eh?

This is an excerpt from an article of "Shine from Yahoo!", telling us to avoid negative personality:

"Although we like to think that the people in our lives are well-adjusted, happy, healthy minded individuals, we sometimes realize that it just isn't so. Personally, I've had moments where I'll be skipping through my day, happy as can be, thinking life is grand and BAM, I'll be blindsided by someone who manages to knock the happy wind out of my sails. Sometimes it is easy to write it off and other times, not so much.

Maybe you are a positive person, but when you are around a certain individual, you feel negative. Or, maybe you have an idealistic view of the world and when you are with certain people, you are made to feel silly, unrealistic or delusional. Or, maybe you pride yourself in being completely independent and in control of your life, but when you are around a certain family member, you regress into a state of childhood.

Some of these situations, and yes, these people, can have a tremendously negative impact on our lives. And, although we are all human and have our 'issues,' some 'issues' are quite frankly, toxic. They are toxic to our happiness. They are toxic to our mental outlook. They are toxic to our self-esteem. And they are toxic to our lives. They can suck the life out of us and even shorten our lifespan.

Here are the worst of the toxic personalities out there and how to spot them:

1. Manipulative Mary: These individuals are experts at manipulation tactics. Is a matter of fact, you may not even realize you have been manipulated until it is too late. These individuals figure out what your 'buttons' are, and push them to get what they want.

Why they are toxic: These people have a way of eating away at your belief system and self-esteem. They find ways to make you do things that you don't necessarily want to do and before you know it, you lose your sense of identity, your personal priorities and your ability to see the reality of the situation. The world all of a sudden becomes centered around their needs and their priorities.

2. Narcissistic Nancy: These people have an extreme sense of self-importance and believe that the world revolves around them. They are often not as sly as the Manipulative Marys of the world, but instead, tend to be a bit overt about getting their needs met. You often want to say to them "It isn't always about you."

Why they are toxic: They are solely focused on their needs, leaving your needs in the dust. You are left disappointed and unfulfilled. Further, they zap your energy by getting you to focus so much on them, that you have nothing left for yourself.

3. Debbie Downers: These people can't appreciate the positive in life. If you tell them that it is a beautiful day, they will tell you about the impending dreary forecast. If you tell them you aced a mid-term, they'll tell you about how difficult the final is going to be.

Why they are toxic: They take the joy out of everything. Your rosy outlook on life continues to get squashed with negativity. Before you know it, their negativity consumes you and you start looking at things with gray colored glasses yourself.

4. Judgmental Jims: When you see things as cute and quirky, they see things as strange and unattractive. If you find people's unique perspectives refreshing, they find them 'wrong'. If you like someone's eclectic taste, they find it 'disturbing' or 'bad'.

Why they are toxic: Judgmental people are much like Debbie Downers. In a world where freedom rings, judgment is sooo over. If the world was a homogeneous place, life would be pretty boring. Spending a lot of time with these types can inadvertently convert you into a judgmental person as well.

5. Dream Killing Keiths: Every time you have an idea, these people tell you why you can't do it. As you achieve, they try to pull you down. As you dream, they are the first to tell you it is impossible.

Why they are toxic: These people are stuck in what is instead of what could be. Further, these individuals eat away at your self-esteem and your belief in yourself. Progress and change can only occur from doing new things and innovating, dreaming the impossible and reaching for the stars.

6. Insincere Illissas: You never quite feel that these people are being sincere. You tell a funny story, they give you a polite laugh. You feel depressed and sad and they give you a 'there, there' type response. You tell them you are excited about something and you get a very ho-hum response.

Why they are toxic: People who aren't sincere or genuine build relationships on superficial criteria. This breeds shallow, meaningless relationships. When you are really in need of a friend, they won't be there. When you really need constructive criticism, they would rather tell you that you are great the way you are. When you need support, they would rather see you fail or make a fool of yourself.

7. Disrespectful Dannys: These people will say or do things at the most inappropriate times and in the most inappropriate ways. In essence, they are more subtle, grown up bullies. Maybe this person is a friend who you confided in and uses your secret against you. Maybe it is a family member who puts their busy-body nose into your affairs when it is none of their business. Or maybe, it is a colleague who says demeaning things to you.

Why they are toxic: These people have no sense of boundaries and don't respect your feelings or, for that matter, your privacy. These people will cause you to feel frustrated and disrespected.

8. Never Enough Nellies: You can never give enough to these people to make them happy. They take you for granted and have unrealistic expectations of you. They find ways to continually fault you and never take responsibility for anything themselves.

Why they are toxic: You will spend so much time trying to please them, that you will end up losing yourself in the process. They will require all of your time and energy, leaving you worn out and your own needs sacrificed.

All of these personalities have several things in common. 1) the more these people get away with their behavior, the more they will continue. 2) Unfortunately, most of these people don't see that what they do is wrong and as a result, talking to them about it will fall on deaf ears, leaving you wondering if you are the crazy one. 3) Most of these people get worse with age, making their impact on you stronger with time.

Frankly, life is too short to spend your time dealing with toxicity. If you can, avoid spending mucho time with people who are indicative of these behaviors and you'll feel a lot happier. Have you encountered these personalities? What have you done? Any personalities you would add?"

...

hoooo......

HECTIC WEEEEK!!!!!

2009-05-25T13:38:00.004+08:00

...Its been so long...

...gazing at this blog....

...just realize that blogging is the same like writing diary...

...hmm...

OK.

For some reason there's a lot of things I want to right,

but I want to keep it short.

Yesterday at PEARL HOTEL, been doing some crazy dance...

..called CHICKEN DANCE...

WTH!!!!

I've been so "LEMAU" this week despite it should be
i
I
I
V
A HECTIC WEEEEEK!!!!

WARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(plez sumbody, give me a suggestion on how to get real in lives!! The Reality just kept coming and I don't know @ clueless on how to proceed...)

and for some reason I'm ADDICTED to...

YUNA - THESE STREETS

Good or Bad Experience Let to Great LIFE... o_0

2009-05-20T00:16:00.003+08:00

...Speechless...

I've read the book before, but when I see the LIVE ACTION,
its actually AMAZING and BREATHTAKING.

Before, I went to Penang to see an event there and feel the "HYPER"...

Man, even though the event is smaller than one in KL, the SPIRIT and DETERMINATION shown over there is GREAT and INSPIRING!!!

I also go there to see my good friends, Izhar, who work as an intern in MOTOROLA Penang. He is living with my old friends who was also a MOTOROLA employee,
Zack (Zulhelmi a.k.a Orang Kaya),
and Amar Hisham who also an intern in one of a company based at Seberang Jaya, Penang.

Hmmm....

Great movies surely bring great thought behind it.

When we think about it, the movies such as "The Shawshank Redemption" and "The Pianist" makes us think that whatever things that lead us to this predicament, present, please don't blamed LIFE or PEOPLE to be cruel...

Or religion to that matter.

I like this statement from the movie,
"Religion is not perfect not because the religion, but the worshipper is people and people is not perfect."
(something like that... I can't remember the exact statement...)

I've read some interesting article about the Law of Attraction from The Secret,

"If you are looking for ways to be offended you will find it. If you are looking for ways to be loved or famous or friendly you will find them. Who do you associate with, what do you read, who do you talk about, what kind of things you sort for entertainment all play a role. When energy of love,cheerfulness,kindness, peace is brought into your problems then the problems cannot survive. Energy is the vehicle that you receive stuff on, so the energy you are sending out, look at that as rational with what you are receiving back in your life.

Why do you keep attracting that which you attract in your life and what can you do to attract something different in your life? Firstly take responsibility and accept all things in your life. Say to yourself I have been responsible for attracting all these things in my life and now I am going to work at it for a certain period of time of attracting something new in my life. It begins with thought, when you raise your energy then you impact those around you in new ways. Meditation slows down thought and raises your frequency and our energy body radiates out.

Be careful and don't give out lower energies like anger, shame, hatred,self-pity,hatred. If we radiate this out then we attract this back. If you react to these lower energies you create a magnified lower field. Instead of reacting, act with higher energy."

.................

"Renung2kanlah....."

2 choices can change your lives forever...

2009-05-16T15:28:00.006+08:00

...My 2nd post...
Just can't believe that I'm involved in blogging... It feels different than just read other people's blog. I don't know if I have to be careful with my words, because many blogger tend to use their blog to speak out NEGATIVE opinion and OPENLY GIVE HATEFUL comment to others...

...and UNFORTUNATELY, people believed them.

In my opinion, blog is like ONE POINT of VIEW, its the same like you talking with other people.
For example:

When the first Lord Of The Rings come out, I didn't know what kind of film it is. I ask others who watched it... Out of 10 people, 7 people said that the film is bored and "to much talking"...

2 choices:

1. Ignore the film,
2. Ignore the people who watched it before...

I choose 2, and DAMNNNN....

WHAT A GREAT AND SPLENDID MOVIEEE!!!!! The movie also won many AWARDS and ACHIEVEMENTS that not so many can achieve...

Why I choose no.2?
First: I will not believe others word TILL I see it with my own eyes...
Second: What will happen if I didn't see it? Nothing changed and when others ask me about the movie, I don't like telling about OTHER PEOPLE experience... not with my own.

So, my message is DON'T TRUST opinion that is not your own. Trust YOURSELF in giving evaluation based on POSITIVE MIND, and research both two side of a coin...

It doesn't matter whether your evaluation is bad or good, true or lie... It is all part of the journey.
And please, to all the reader out there... do not take MY COMMENT @ OPINION wholeheartedly and make it a fact. Although human all the same in PHYSICAL, but our upbringing and MENTALITY that differentiate us from the people around us...

Recommended books:

AT LAST_T...

2009-05-15T11:54:00.003+08:00

Standard introduction:

"Haiiii......

I'm a newbie in blogging...

Just want to say that I make this blog to tell day to day stories...

...inspiration...
...facts...
...perception...
...and my opinion about something.

So, please support me and give your comment sincerely; not biased and hateful comment."

WTH Introduction:

"HELLLOOOOOOO!!!!!! I just can't believe that IM INTO BLOGGINGGGG!!!
Before this, I'm always said that:
"I don't have time..."
"Don't have idea..."
"Blog is for NERDDDD..."

NOWW, just can't believe that after all this years...
NEGATIVE>>>POSITIVE!!!
:p
HAHAHAHA!!!

I feel inspired to make a blog after a SOMEONE RICH THAN ME said to me:
"If you want to share something, don't be a fool trying to tell your journey by TALKINGG!!
Please be SMART!! You can SAVE UR TIME by using SMART WAY..."
Example:
Common Road vs Highway
Stairs vs Elevators
Talking vs Writing about it

SOOOO.... I choose to be smart, and
TADAAAAAAAAAA

This blog was born..."

p/s: I have a blog before... but i forgot the password for my old account... and URL!!
WAKAKAKA